Chapter 120.1
Chapter 120.1
<em>Click.</em>
The vintage television turns on.
The black screen dominates my entire field of vision and mind.
I can’t look away.
I have to watch.
Channel locked!
A special message
just for you
is now
playingCheerful, classical orchestral music plays in the background.
Then, a black-and-white video begins.
<em>Starring : Kim Soleum</em>
A weary young office worker in their mid-to-late twenties, wearing a black suit.
Sometimes, they sit at a desk, writing documents with a bare face. Other times, they wear a strange horned mask, narrowly escaping death while running through the dangers of ghost stories.
It’s me.
<em>Are you feeling down?</em>
<em>Exhausted?</em>
<em>Suffering from endless tasks, verbal abuse, and office politics?</em>
<em>Are you anxious, unable to trust anyone, living in fear of when you might die next?</em>
<strong><em>When that happens, you should sit in front of a TV and watch something fun and new!</em></strong>
I see myself, sitting blankly in front of a TV after returning to my company-provided housing.
I’m watching a children’s cartoon, trying to calm my fear.
But the cartoon ends quickly, as children’s shows do.
I sit in a daze for a while, staring at the blank screen, before heading to my room and attempting to sleep.
<em>Have you ever been afraid that the show would end?</em>
<em>Of tomorrow coming?</em>
<em>Did you dread returning to a job that suffocates you, day by day, with stress, anxiety, and suffering?</em>
<em>Is it that, the deeper you think, the more trapped and scared you feel, as though there’s no other path to take?</em>
<em>Are you enduring the unbearable, simply because you think this must be the right way?</em>
……
I… I…
<em>For people like you!</em>
<em>Just a moment now. Don’t panic. Take a deep breath.</em>
<strong><em>A perfect alternative,</em></strong>
<strong><em>A new path has found you!</em></strong>
<em>Ba-bam!</em>
On the screen, a spotlight shines on my bedroom door.
The door swings open dramatically, revealing a silhouette in a sleek brown suit, head replaced by a vintage TV.
It’s the host.
<em>The answer you’ve been waiting for!</em>
I jump out of bed, shake hands with the host, and smile in relief. I throw the mask and briefcase out the window without a second thought.
With a snap of the host’s fingers, the company housing turns to ashes, revealing a dazzling, brightly lit studio.
Standing on stage, the host and I beam with joy.
Scenes I’ve never lived are mixing seamlessly with my memories, piercing my mind with their uncanny, dizzying realism.
It’s just like the real thing.
<em>The new talk show host is witty, charismatic, full of humor, and always listens to and understands your worries!</em>
<em>Accept this perfect offer from the one you</em><strong><em>personally</em></strong><em>invited, and everything will get better.</em>
<em>It’s the kind of job no one would want to turn down.</em>
<em>Prepare for your new life!</em>
No.
No, I.
I need to go home…
<em>Oh dear!</em>
<em>Struggling with homesickness?</em>
The scene shifts.
It’s me again, but not my past self.
It’s me, now.
Staring into the TV.
We lock eyes.
Face-to-face.
<em>Starring : You</em>
I see myself reflected on the screen like a mirror.
But the me on the screen looks distressed, his face twisted into a grimace, on the verge of tears.
No, that’s not me. I’m not making that face right now… right? Am I? Am I frowning right now? Stop! I’m getting dizzy. I press both hands against my face, trying to calm down.
My vision goes dark.
But the TV remains clear.
Below my face, a caption appears:
<em>Why are you always longing for home?</em>
<em>Do you crave the happiness of escaping an uncomfortable, burdensome environment?</em>
<em>Do you cry at night, yearning for peaceful sleep without fear or nightmares?</em>
<em>Fear not.</em>
<em>The greatest talk show awaits you!</em>
No.
<em>This is a special message for you—yes, you!—who is currently watching:</em>
<em>The crew members of the greatest talk show have no faces.</em>
<em>No discomfort from unfamiliar faces. No awkward interactions. Just the ideal workplace.</em>
<em>Join us now!</em>
This is madness.
Faceless coworkers? Who would want that? I certainly don’t—
<em>In this workplace, no one struggles with hiding who they really are.</em>
<em>And neither should you, dear viewer.</em>
<em>Feel free to reveal yourself!</em>
<em>Your talents and ideas will flourish in this one-of-a-kind job.</em>
<em>The legendary host has personally turned down countless applications to reserve this spot just for you!</em>
……
<em>It’s a job so appealing, no one would want to say no.</em>
<em>Welcome to your new home!</em>
No,<em>NO!</em>
On purpose, he keeps using the word<em>home.</em>He knows I want to go home. That’s what he’s doing.
But what I want isn’t a<em>new</em>home. I’ve never wanted that.
What I want…
What I wish for… is to return to the world I originally lived in, the familiar world. That place.
A place where I don’t have to worry about being eaten by monsters on the street. A place where ghost stories are just entertainment. My friends and family are all there.
And I shouldn’t forget!
I have the silver ring in my hand right now.
I can resist this. I<em>can</em>resist this.