I Don’T Want To Be Loved (lightnovelheaven.com)

Rihannan Alessin, a queen rotting in prison. Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But… unbeknownst to her, the deity gave her a second chance at life. She was twelve again. And this time, she would live a life differently than her tragic past. Six years later, she chose to become Arundell’s queen aga…