Vol. 9.5 Ch. 5
Vol. 9.5 Ch. 5
Chapter 5
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Completely unnecessary. Even though I didn’t have one.
—Consider it when you get home… no, later, if you say later… o-okay, only after you We went to Sakura-san’s house. After that’s over, it’s fine.
Mikoto, who normally speaks clearly, was nervous. Her speech was slurred. She fidgeted with her hands.
agitatedly, as if making fans.
—So, you’ll tell me later, okay?
-… Yeah.
—It’s a promise. Please… tell me.
—Mikoto…
—… Kyaaahh!
For some reason, she screamed and ran away.
I was left alone. This brief event is racing through my mind. What was that?
Well, I understand what Mikoto did. It simply exceeded my expectations. I can’t believe that such a girl…
I’m so glad she confessed to me in earnest. I thought our toxic relationship would stay the same forever.
Childhood friends would remain so, moving forward into the future.
Does Mikoto like me? Whoa, what should I do? Suddenly, my heart is pounding.
Sure, she’s attractive now, she asks me for photos, should I be happy? But something doesn’t add up. I clutched my chest. My pulse was racing, just as I expected. Good heavens, my heart rate is accelerating like A drum! The bass and vocals can’t go on like this.
What will happen now? Maybe I won’t be able to look her in the face anymore. If it weren’t for this, we’d be talkin Another tomorrow, but it’s no longer possible. Hiii, I’m so aware. Talented people are supposed to know. hiding their cards. But am I completely wrong?
I can’t think of any clever jokes. In a deserted library, I can only wait for my mood to lift.
calm down.
I arrived home when the sky was already completely dark.
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With so many things happening this way, it’s natural that I think my life is being cursed, and I have
I’ve begun to reflect deeply on my actions. I shouldn’t be breaking the law, nor
I’ve strayed from the right path, but I’ve probably become a Kämpfer without realizing it. All The misfortunes seem to originate there.
I was at home watching television distractedly.
I usually tune in to comedy shows, but since there was nothing good on, I decided to watch a game of
I recorded the football. The J. League isn’t broadcast much on free-to-air television, so I can only record it beca
satellite.
When I got back from school after parting ways with Mikoto, it was already completely dark. What a nuisance!
The doorbell kept ringing insistently, “Go home,” and if I stayed any longer, I might end up needing the… police help. I could have hidden on the property if I’d wanted to, but what good would that have done?
left doing something like that?
After that, I went back to the men’s section to pick up my bag. I was alone, which was a little lonely.
Naturally, Higashida had already gone home. I’m probably the only fool who stays up this late.
Night school isn’t a place to stay forever. If you do, it’s best to stay with your friends. close. The day before the cultural festival, staying to work with everyone in an unusually exciting way, But the cultural festival ended a long time ago! See you next year!
Therefore, at this moment I am lazing around in front of the television.
But my head is full of what’s happened these last few days. My life is too tumultuous.
Especially what happened at school before I came back is troubling. Mikoto confessed her feelings to me!
I really can’t believe it. After all, it’s Mikoto. A powerful childhood friend. When
We were in the nursery, he tried to set sail for the Pacific in a boat made of cardboard and polystyrene.
If someone was going to confess to me, it should have been Sakura-san, right? But it was her. That’s not right. I’m disappointed to be treated this way, but still, it’s amazing! And what’s more, she only confesses, then scream That surprised me too.
I couldn’t answer. She said it’s okay for later.
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With an uneasy feeling, I went to the convenience store and bought a bento box. I really don’t feel like it. of cooking at home. Actually, I didn’t just buy a bento box, but also some bread. And for some reason, I ended u
I was buying a curry bread, and at that moment I felt like I wanted to die. The convenience store bento box
It was delicious.
On television, just before halftime, the striker repeatedly failed to score. It’s a common occurrence. among the Japanese players.
The moment the whistle blew to signal the end of the first half, another noise was heard.
—Yes, yes.
It was the phone. I have a habit of answering it when the phone rings or the doorbell rings. It’s not like someone The fact that I’m asking questions is kind of a monologue. Don’t think I’m weird. When you live alone, monologu
increase.
It wasn’t the mobile phone, it was the landline. In fact, my mobile phone has a battery problem and… works.
-Yeah?
I answered by picking up the phone. If it’s a wrong number, I hang up. If it’s a sales call, I hang up too.
I hang up.
(You were there, huh?)
In the next instant, I deeply regretted having answered.
However, it wasn’t a wrong number or a sales pitch. After some hesitation, I decided to continue the conversatio —President, what do you need?
(Ara, so you recognized me, how wonderful!) The person on the other end was Shizuku.
—Of course I recognized you.
Shizuku’s voice was beautiful. It was a little deep and she had good diction. It was pleasant to the ear.
To be honest, her voice was unpleasant, and when I heard it, I felt like hanging myself immediately.
—What’s the reason? I’ll be fine going to school tomorrow too.
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(Isn’t it great that you like school?)
—Although I tried hard to pass the entrance exams and get into the academy, it’s strange that I didn’t Wow. Actually, I want to sleep.
(But it’s not about tomorrow, it’s about now) “Huh?” I asked without thinking.
—What do you mean by “now”?
(Come to Seitetsu tonight)
—Why? It’s early morning, isn’t it?
Night is night too. The stars are out. Why were you there by day and also by night? —Are they going to set off fireworks or something?
(I have a task. The library repairs will be finished soon, so I need to check on that.) —There’s nothing to do at night, is there?
(It really should have been finished by noon today)
It turns out it was actually the job of the head of the library committee, but he seems to have forgotten about it. completely. She called Shizuku’s house with half her eyes in tears, so it fell to her to handle it.
In short, it’s about problem-solving. I don’t think it’s wrong to refuse, since originally it’s It’s the responsibility of the library committee chair, but I believe it’s part of the chair’s duty.
from the student council. I think he’s trusted because he does these kinds of things.
But I don’t trust Shizuku. Or rather, she has nothing to do with this matter.
—If the president does it, then it’s fine by me.
(Did you forget? You have a student council support role.)
Ah, right. Although it was Mikoto’s decision, this turned out to be problematic. (I’ll go to school now)
—Do I have to go too?
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(Yes. I can’t allow you not to do it)
—Akane-…er, what’s wrong with Mikoto?
(Are you planning on letting a girl wander around at this time of night?)
What’s going to happen to you? And if I become a Kämpfer, so what? This is your chance.
But Shizuku completely ignored my feelings. I didn’t expect her to take them into consideration.
Well, it doesn’t matter. As long as my mind is distracted, I don’t care about anything. If it’s not hell, I can go to
anywhere.
-I understand.
(Ara, you’re quite obedient) —I feel like going.
(See you at school. Wait at the door of the girls’ section.) —Won’t they mistake us for suspects?
(I’ve fixed it, so it’s fine)
—In the women’s section.
(Also, don’t forget to put on your school uniform. After all, we’re going to school.) With that said, Shizuku hung up the phone.
It was a bit one-sided, but what did he plan to do if he didn’t go? Standing her up also seemed like fun.
somehow.
Even after thinking about all that, I finally decided to go. The main reason was still Mikoto. I had to cool things d
head, or else I’d end up getting into trouble. Going back to school and on top of that being with Shizuku, but I decided to tell myself that it was okay.
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School had already started, but the season still felt more like summer. Even in the middle of the night, It was quite hot. If it had been cold, I definitely wouldn’t have wanted to go out. I had just put on the uniform I had just taken off. If I wear it like this all the time, It will probably be worn out by the time I graduate.
I don’t have my wallet. Having some change in my pocket will be enough.
Shizuku was definitely at the entrance to the women’s section. Although she should be farther away than I am. house, why is it here first?
Shizuku was also wearing her school uniform. That’s only natural.
—You’re practically on time, aren’t you?
—I ran.
This is a lie, I wasn’t out of breath or sweating.
I feel uneasy somewhere because of what happened on the rooftop, but this girl doesn’t seem to care.
Not at all. He’s got the same attitude as always. I feel calm too, so it’s better this way.
I look around tentatively.
-What’s happening?
—No… I thought Mikoto would be there too.
—He’s not here. Meeting Senou-kun is a free-for-all.
—Overlooked?
—That’s how you say it, right?
I thought she was joking, but Shizuku admitted it matter-of-factly.
—That’s fine. Kondou-san does the same.
—…
—Ara. Has she already done it to you? That girl doesn’t give you a break or a chance, huh?
I didn’t answer. If I said anything right now, I’d probably confess everything.
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Shizuku urged me.
—Let’s go inside.
—Hey, is it safe for me to go in, just like this?
—Okay. It’s nighttime, isn’t it?
—That’s why it’s even more dangerous. What happens if we’re discovered?
—I already told you I got permission. I’ve called the relevant people at the school, so if there’s any
problem, they will be able to confirm it.
Well, if that’s the case, then how can you call school staff members at such late hours?
The night? Most students would barely call once in three years.
Lately, school entrances are often closed for security reasons.
Seitetsu Academy is no exception, and in the girls’ section, a large metal gate stands, resembling a a barricade.
Shizuku turned around and inserted the key into a door large enough for one key to pass through. person.
—Did you make a copy of the key?
—Not at all. I was appointed as president of the student council.
They must trust her a lot. Could it be because she’s Shizuku?
She let me in and locked the door again.
—Let’s go straight to the library.
At night, the inside of the school was completely dark. Of course it was. The atmosphere was
completely different from the daytime scene, and that was interesting too.
—This is the first time I’ve come to the women’s section at night.
—I don’t think it’s the first time. When you fought with Kuzuhara.
—Ah, now that you mention it, that’s true.
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I wonder what became of her. I’d completely forgotten about her. The little girl I knew almost nothing about.
It turned out he was a Kämpfer.
Since the women’s section is large, it takes time to cross it.
The president’s hand shone. It was a lantern.
—Did you bring her with you?
—It’s nighttime.
—It’s okay if you don’t cry.
—It’s usually fine. But here almost all the lights are off.
Certainly. Lately, to save energy, they’re turning off the lights here and there. They say that if they put them on
It’s completely dark, and there are also security issues, so only a few lights are on.
lit. However, it wouldn’t be wrong to say that it’s “dark”.
The library was locked. It also opens with Shizuku’s key.
The library at night was quite eerie. Seeing the spines of the books illuminated by the flashlight was something It was chilling. It looks like something out of a Resident Evil video game.
I didn’t want to go to the back shelves. That’s where the story about Mikoto was, and several other things.
Shizuku illuminated the floor and ceiling, and occasionally wrote something in her notebook.
—Wait for me a moment.
-Here?
—Yes. I want to finish quickly.
She retreated behind the counter. Are you leaving me here?
Behind the counter is a sort of office where the librarians and committee members of the They work in the library. They turn on the light there.
Shizuku was doing something there. I didn’t quite understand what she was doing. I, for my part, felt a little
helpless.
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The light was dim, so there were places you couldn’t see without straining your eyes. The shadow of that The bookshelf is really dark, doesn’t it look like a monster could be hiding there?
Thinking like this makes it hard to stop. It wouldn’t be surprising if a giant spider was hanging in the corner of th
ceiling, or that a creature was extending its tongue to attack from the entrance.
Damn, I’m not the type to get scared by horror, but my imagination won’t stop. Could it be that this
The “library” may just be a facade and in reality be the cursed mansion that devours the humans who come Here at night? How scary!
—Sorry to keep you waiting!
—Woah!
I screamed involuntarily. Shizuku looked at me with a strange expression.
-What’s happening?
—You scared me! If you’re finished, say you’re finished!
She looked at me for a moment and then smiled slightly.
—Ara, did I scare you?
—It’s not just that… surprising someone from behind is obviously going to make them jump.
—It seems that Senou-kun is afraid of the dark.
—No, that’s not it.
In the middle of the night, I’m the type to turn off the lights and go to sleep. Except that, somehow, my
imagination has completely run wild.
—The school at night really does have a unique atmosphere, doesn’t it?
—It seems like the library is full of resentment, don’t you think?
—I don’t believe that.
Shizuku turned off the lights in the office and turned the flashlight back on.
—Let’s go to the next place.
—Aren’t we coming back?
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—While I’m at it, I’ll take a tour of the campus.
—That’s not the job of the student council president, is it?
“Of course, it’s not my job,” she said, as if it were obvious.
—By proactively doing this kind of detailed work, the student council’s reputation improves.
It’s pretty impressive, isn’t it? Or something like that.
—But if something happens to the president, things will get complicated, won’t they?
—There are two Kämpfers, so we’ll be fine.
Yes, even if violence occurs, it would be resolved, right?
We had to tour from the women’s section. First, from the first-year building.
I’ve explained this several times, but the women’s section is divided by age into separate buildings.
The men’s section is all together. This is due to the difference in property size and tradition. Since the men’s section is the newest, that’s why the buildings in the men’s section are more…
big.
The first-year building was clean. I’d hardly ever been here. Shizuku seemed to know exactly what I was talking
where and what was there, so I went in without hesitation.
—First, let’s check if the emergency stairs and windows are locked. That would be That’s enough if they’re okay.
—And what about fire extinguishers and emergency alarms?
—That can’t be verified.
We went through everything as planned. Checking all the classrooms was a tedious task, but Shizuku did it all. in an orderly manner.
—This is Kondou-san’s class.
She opened the sliding door.
Somehow, I remembered what had happened on the rooftop. Even though we were inside.
—That should be Kondou-san’s desk.
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The light from the flashlight illuminated only one spot in a whitish tone.
—You know quite well, huh?
—I also investigate my rival.
I’m not asking who his rival is.
—Why don’t you sit down then?
—Why do that?
—We’re not childhood friends. It could be pleasant.
—If you get aroused by a chair or a table, you’re a real pervert!
In this world, there are those who pay large sums for objects used by idols, so it wouldn’t be unusual with Tables and chairs. But that’s not my thing. It’s different with Sakura-san.
—I appreciate that Senou-kun is sensible.
—I have always been sensible.
—Even if I’m willing to accept a pervert.
—Please, don’t say strange things.
—Ara, ara. Mishima-san said that Senou-kun has a hobby of “making a naked woman walk,” you know?
—There’s no way that’s true!
That can only be one of Akane’s silly antics. What is this abnormal hobby of hers? If a high school student did th Something like that, he’d probably get arrested… It’s not like he’d do it if he didn’t get arrested.
Even though I couldn’t see well in the dark, I felt Shizuku was laughing softly. That girl doesn’t look good. with a smile.
—I heard that you showed yourself naked to Kondou-san.
—That was already when we were in kindergarten, it’s prescribed.
—That’s disloyal, isn’t it? Childhood friends do that. Making memories with Natsuru.
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Natsuru’s here again. When I’m not looking, Shizuku calls me by my first name. And what’s more, She tries to get me to call her “Shizuku.” She’s still the president, right?
She illuminated the classroom with light. The desks and chairs were arranged neatly. It’s a class that It stays clean.
—What’s wrong with Kondou-san?
—Huh?
—Excuse me, I didn’t ask properly. What’s your relationship like with Kondou-san?
—You know. I’ve known Mikoto since kindergarten.
—… You mean Mikoto by her name, huh?
Don’t worry about it. It doesn’t matter. It’s a long-standing custom.
—We went to kindergarten together, elementary school together, and almost all of high school together. That’s —He went abroad, didn’t he?
—That girl has been traveling abroad since kindergarten. Her parents are academics, so she joined
They. It seems they also run businesses that are quite on the edge. I used to skip a lot of elementary school. O He hadn’t been to school for over six months; it turned out he was in Indonesia. He boasted about having travel All of Southeast Asia. Doesn’t that seem strange to you?
—But he managed to graduate successfully.
—That girl, more than intelligent, is agile. She didn’t attend half of high school. She said she got her
a graduation certificate from Estonia or something like that.
By explaining it this way, Mikoto’s confusion is revealed. It’s absurd that she doesn’t know a single foreign langu Don’t you think so?
—I don’t understand why he likes curry. I heard that when he went to India for the first time, in the garden of As a child, he became hooked on spices. Despite that, he says that the curry at rest stops is delicious.
—Perhaps you miss the taste of Japan?
Wouldn’t miso soup be enough?
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Mikoto’s diet is a mystery to me. What is she eating at home?
Shizuku was checking the windows. Doesn’t she neglect checking them even while talking? She really is
good.
—Natsuru, you know Kondou-san well.
-Yes of course.
—And what do you know about me?
-I don’t know.
I responded immediately. I only know the information gathered by the Beauty Research Club of the
school, which could be mixed with false information. Ah, but I remember what I heard at home from Shizuku the other day.
—…It’s frustrating, isn’t it? Natsuru is interested in Kondou-san.
—She’ll tell you, even if you don’t ask her.
—Isn’t it fun to listen to?
-Oh.
Since experiences with Mikoto are not commonplace, it’s a series of surprises. Although to think that
“While camping on the Yucatan Peninsula, I came across a mysterious flying saucer that emits
“Damn” is probably a lie, but the interesting thing is that it’s true. That person could already be making a living fr
conferences.
—Okay, she has more life experience than I do. I feel a little inferior.
—The president with feelings of inferiority? Stop joking.
—We’re human. That’s just how it is.
No, I consider you a CG character or a cyborg. Not only me, but the members of the manga club think so too.
They’ve commented. Apparently, there’s nothing strange about appearing in a weekly manga magazine.
shonen or in a video game. I agree.
—So, what does Natsuru think of Kondou-san?
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—… I won’t say anything now.
—That might anger that girl if she hears it.
—After all, we’re childhood friends.
—She’s a pretty girl. She also has interesting conversations, she’s not bad.
—There’s more than enough curry. I don’t want to eat any more of it.
—I could learn to cook.
—It will probably be ramen.
I don’t think it’s in the category of things you can learn. We’re not making soup from scratch.
It’s like simply laying an egg in an instant.
—If it’s about cooking, the president is better.
—Is that a compliment?
—Well, something like that.
Damn it, I praised her! I didn’t need to say it. She’s always being flattered by other students and
staff members, so I guess I shouldn’t say anything.
—I’m glad to hear that. It might cause Kondou-san some trouble.
—Ah, don’t misunderstand what I’m saying, it’s not that I hate Mikoto at all. It’s just, well, she’s too much
nearby.
—So you call her Kondou-san directly.
—That’s fine. That’s how we get along. We’re so close that I can treat her informally.
—Perhaps because you didn’t see her as much since she was abroad?
“That girl keeps intruding on my private life without permission. There was absolutely no privacy. Well, it’s been I’ve become prettier, that’s for sure.
I wanted to end the conversation. Even though I wanted to change the subject, I’m forced to bring it up again an
again.
—That’s enough, isn’t it?
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—… I wonder why you can’t be clear when it comes to Kondou-san.
—For now, that’s how it is.
—That girl seems to be enjoying herself in the same situation as Natsuru. She seems happy to be a
Kämpfer too.
That’s right. Mikoto is strongly attracted to unknown experiences.
—That’s why I’m happy to be with you.
—… I don’t quite understand.
I replied. I, on the other hand, usually prefer to be alone and relaxed. Although sometimes I do feel lonely.
—Being with Natsuru is also fun for me.
—That can’t be true.
-Because?
—… For no particular reason.
Shizuku is fine with maintaining a distant attitude compared to me. The surprising thing about that The thing is, even like that, she doesn’t seem stupid at all. If a normal person did it, it would be…
Simply pathetic. Being a lone wolf and being respected by others, that in itself is already great.
—…If I’m not careful, Kondou-san will get ahead too, won’t he?
—Why do you think that?
—I thought about it when I saw your reaction.
She really has a keen perception, doesn’t she? Even though I haven’t given her any clues, she seems to have g
by the insinuation. He’s a human lie detector.
—Well, once we finish the review, there’s nothing else to do here, right?
—Yes, I suppose so.
—Let’s go and leave soon.
—I’ll go see other places too.
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I want to go home, but I feel pulled back by his sense of duty.
The next stop was the sophomore building. A place that even I, a woman, attend.
We went in. Of course, there was nobody there. I’m also familiar with this place, so I know what to check.
I can even inspect the emergency exits!
I went ahead and started walking quickly through the classrooms. Behind me, Shizuku was shining a light on on —Aren’t you going to look here?
Without looking back, I replied.
—Anyway, there’s nothing they can steal, right?
—That’s not right. Do it properly. It’s your class, isn’t it?
-… Good.
Opening the door while muttering to myself, I thought, “It’s Class 2-4. Why do I have to come all the way here to Watch it?
—It’s not exactly clean, is it?
—Did you come here to talk nonsense?
Although I answered that way, I also agree.
Inside the classroom, the rows of desks curved to the right and to the left. It always ends up like this afterward. from a cleaning. There aren’t many tidy girls in this class. Even the tutor showed a certain negligence.
Like leaving early on a game’s launch day. When Akane does the job, it gets a little better.
—Where is Natsuru’s desk?
—Don’t you know? That’s it.
I pointed to a seat a little further back.
—And what about Mishima-san’s?
-Beside.
Shizuku shone the flashlight on both of them. The white light was moving.
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—Do you two talk a lot during class?
—Akane-chan is studying. I’m pretty laid-back.
She is serious. She takes notes carefully and rarely speaks without reason unless it’s something important. Rat
The one who is noisy is the vice president, who seems delighted to catch insects that come in through the wind There’s also the girl who does the money accounting as the treasurer.
However, it seems that Shizuku was distracted by something else.
—Do you mean calling her by the name with “-chan”?
—Huh?
—It’s Mishima. You call him Akane-chan, right?
—…Yes, but when she transforms, I call her without honorifics. She gets angry if I don’t.
It would be good if he were just angry, but the way he’s trying to fire his gun is worrying. He seems to be getting
called “-chan” because she feels like a girl, but the fuse is too short.
—Kondou-san is Mikoto, and Mishima is Akane-chan…
Shizuku made a gesture that showed she was thinking about something for a moment.
—Hey, Natsuru.
—Don’t call me without an honorific. I feel like I’m an object.
—Rejected. Would you call me by the name with “-chan”?
-That?
Suddenly, something strange. What do you intend to do?
But Shizuku seemed serious. At least, it didn’t feel like she was joking.
—Try it.
—Are you sure?
-Yeah.
Shizuku was standing in front of me. She looked as if she were about to hand out a certificate. I was the one rec
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—Eeer, Shizuku-chan.
—…
—Shizuku-chan.
The person in question seemed very uncomfortable, which was very unusual. Even I, who was speaking, felt a. great discomfort.
—… I can’t. I’m getting a tingling sensation.
He even let out a sigh.
—It seems I’m not myself. I’ve experienced a bit of Mishima-san’s state of mind.
—Didn’t Sakura-san tell you?
—I’m used to it if it’s with Kaede. Maybe it’s different when a man says it.
Then he added.
—With Natsuru, I prefer that he calls me by my name.
Why does it come to this? Treating third-year students without honorifics. The normal thing would be to have
some reluctance.
Shizuku kept her pocket flashlight on and sat in Akane’s seat. She stood out slightly.
with the reflection of light.
It was a strange scene. Normally, the shy girl with glasses would be sitting there. Now, it was the cool and Sophisticated student council president. It was too much of a contrast.
-How are you?
—You don’t seem to be a second-year student, do you?
—Is that so?
—Your presence is too strong.
Everyone should agree on this, but what’s amazing about Shizuku is her aura that dominates the environment.
It’s like having an indispensable player in football or baseball; he’s simply there, he naturally draws the crowd.
She commands attention and is followed. It may be innate or acquired, but in either case, she possesses leade
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Of course, Shizuku probably wouldn’t agree if you said something like that to her. It seems she doesn’t like how He is valued.
—I would like you to treat me like Mishima-san.
—Don’t talk nonsense. From beginning to end, it’s all different.
—It’s impossible to become the same.
-Hey?
—What if you adapt to me?
What do you mean? Let’s suppose, just suppose, that she tried to reach Shizuku’s level, she would have to I’d push my abilities to the limit, and it still wouldn’t be enough. I’d definitely be struggling.
Just to reach it, right? Seeing what it’s like at the academy, I wouldn’t even know how far I’d get when I…
Become an adult. After all, I’m still a woman who’s growing up.
—Your assumptions are wrong. I’m talking about preferences.
—Favorite food?
—Idiot. I’m talking about a woman’s tastes.
Well, it’s easy. First Sakura-san, then Akane.
Sakura-san’s personality has changed recently. On one hand, that’s fine, but I wish she would go back. to be the kind girl she used to be. Akane… yes, she’s cute. Especially when she’s choosing a book.
I don’t dislike Mikoto. Being with her makes me feel safe. Although her overflowing energy can be…
It’s tiring, but I don’t find it so unpleasant. It’s just a bit difficult.
Shizuku… well, isn’t she just someone you enjoy looking at? That’s all.
She stared at me intently. She had a posture that seemed to see right through my heart. I was sure she I was really seeing right through him.
—… Haaah.
Oh, he exhaled.
—Is Mishima-san that important to you?
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—That way of speaking is misinterpreted.
—You’re definitely making a difference! Didn’t Kondou-san mention that too?
—… He mentioned it.
—That’s right. I’ll do whatever it takes to sit in Mishima-san’s seat.
—But you’re sitting down now.
That’s Akane’s desk. Besides, that’s not the place for the third-years to come into the second-year classroom. year.
—I’m not referring to that.
—So, what do you mean?
—Making a futile effort to pretend you don’t understand, even though you do, is a pointless task.
—…
Somehow, I managed to keep the cold truth that was trying to break out from the deepest part of my mind firmly
deep within my brain.
Shizuku gets up. For no reason, I feel relieved.
—We should continue.
Are there still things to be done?
—It doesn’t make sense unless we finish everything.
Shizuku really checked all the second-year classrooms.
Then the third-year building. It would be the last time I’d walk through it. It felt strangely long. Actually, It wouldn’t be the last time, would it?
On the other side was the staff room. It was completely dark. Of course.
—Usually, the lights would be on.
—Huh? Is anyone there?
—He’s the teacher on duty.
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—Is there such a system today?
—It wasn’t there, but they restarted it. It was recently.
—So, we don’t need to check, right?
—Yes, but even the teachers don’t want to be around the school at night. When I called and offered, he was
happy to replace him.
What a teacher. I want him to at least do his duty.
We entered the third-year building.
The third-year students have more experience than the first and second-year students. It’s clear they’ve been u This is my second time here. You could say it feels fresh.
Shizuku was in a hurry.
—Should we turn around quickly? It seems like Natsuru could use that too.
That would be a great help.
The third-grade classrooms were clean and tidy throughout. Even the windows were properly maintained. locked. Although people usually neglect some aspect, that wasn’t the case here.
I heard that among the students of Seitetsu Academy are some of the greatest talents in history
from school, and it seems to be true.
—The third year is easy. There are many girls who do things on their own, without me having to tell them. nothing.
Now that you mention it, there were few juniors among the girls who stalked me every
tomorrow. There was no mention of the student council president or weirdos like Masumi. Maybe
Are there many serious people?
—President, make sure you don’t neglect anything.
—I won’t do something like that.
That’s true. It was silly to say something like that.
—However, the vice president is a bit unusual, isn’t she? Despite being a young lady, she seems to be trying
do extravagant things.
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I hear that name from time to time. Was it the secretary who showed interest in the exchange of
couples? Anyway, although it’s excellent, it can’t be said to be a discreet age.
—However, she is generally quiet, so maybe she’s boring.
—That’s fine.
—Ara, didn’t Natsuru like flashy things?
—I can’t rest unless someone stops.
Whether in the men’s or women’s section, there are only people running at full speed towards the abyss. around. Although the person involved would probably laugh even if they fell into the sea, it drives me crazy.
—Isn’t it good to enjoy life?
—It depends on the situation.
—It’s just for now. Have fun. I think it will become a good memory in the future.
When Shizuku says things like this, her voice sounds strangely adult. She doesn’t sound seventeen at all. absolute.
I arrived at one of the classrooms. I recognize this place.
—This is my classroom. Natsuru, you’ve been here before, right?
It’s class 3-1, where Shizuku is. She opened the door.
—Come in, please.
It’s strange to receive permission, but I went ahead.
The classroom was the same. Nothing has changed. Where is Shizuku’s seat?
—It’s there.
She showed it to me. Even in the dark, it was obvious that it was an old, dilapidated desk.
—It’s really in bad shape. It won’t stay horizontal, you see?
—You’re sure to get the best seat.
-There’s no need.
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Did she choose to use such a worn-out desk on her own?
—Sit down.
-Because?
—I want you to sit down.
I did exactly as I was told. Hmm, it was certainly a bit crooked. Wouldn’t it be perfect if I placed a thin piece of wood between the chair legs?
Shizuku moved to the podium. Hey, it kind of feels like a teacher’s position. And it’s not that… far from my seat.
She even turned off the flashlight. What illuminates us is the light of the moon and stars, along with the lights of
city ■■shining in the distance.
—Then, Natsuru. It’s time for the truth.
—What’s going on? Has all this been some kind of rehearsal?
—I just wanted to know your innermost thoughts.
What are you talking about? You’re starting to scare me a little.
Shizuku began to speak in a low voice.
“No one will bother us here, and there’s nothing to be ashamed of. Your secrets will be safe.” —Are you planning to tell secrets?
—I wouldn’t mind giving away details, but I suppose Natsuru wouldn’t like it.
That makes sense. If someone finds out that Shizuku and I are alone here, the situation could become dangero They could send an assassination team.
Suddenly I realize it and carefully ask a question.
—Perhaps you called me because of this.
—That’s right. The campus review seems like just an extra.
I wonder if I’m naive enough to fall for your trap. Why are you going to so much trouble?
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—I’ll tell you. That’s my chair, what do you think?
Opinion? It’s just an old chair. Probably a bulk purchase made by the school somewhere. supplier. They change every few years.
-Normal.
-Anything else?
—Everything’s normal. There’s no difference at all.
—Even compared to Kondou-san and Mishima-san?
-Yeah.
Anyone else would feel differently. She’s the popular student council president. There could have been It’s a struggle to sit in his chair. It goes beyond admiration, isn’t it a kind of fetishism?
—…Does that mean the three of us are on the same page?
—Why do you think that?
—But you like Mishima-san’s type.
—…
—Kondou-san is your childhood friend.
—That’s fine, isn’t it?
—What am I?
Shizuku leaned back on the desk. She’s not a teacher… because she wears a uniform. But she still has a mature attitude.
—You’re the president, aren’t you?
—What does that mean to you?
—…Um, what the hell…?
—Your ideal type and your childhood friend. Both are appropriately related to Natsuru. But, What influence does your position as student council president have on you?
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—…
Perhaps none.
Many people see status in the position of student council president. And, besides, Shizuku
She’s beautiful, so there are bound to be a lot of excited men. Plus, she’s popular with girls.
Also. Every time he displays a classy attitude in front of all the students at the school, there have been girls. who fainted.
But for some reason, I’m not interested at all. If Sakura-san were the student council president, there would hav
I wanted to infiltrate the student council somehow, but not with Shizuku. She’s always been like
Someone’s daydreaming, and I still can’t believe it. Even though we’re here alone in the classroom in the middle Apparently, Shizuku knows that very well too.
—The position makes no sense in this case.
—Okay, the president is popular.
—I want Natsuru’s popularity.
—Please, leave it.
-I won’t do it.
He answered me clearly.
—Even you should fall in love.
Asking who would be an absurd question.
—… Eeeh.
—It’s not easy.
No, it’s difficult for me. It’s as difficult as holding your breath underwater for an hour. Anyway, I’d finish.
suffocating and dying.
I’m speechless. I feel like nothing I say will reach him.
Shizuku slowly moved away from the desk.
—How can I make you like it?
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-… I don’t know.
—What is the difference between me, Mishima-san, and Kondou-san?
—…
—Tell me.
Shizuku is coming towards me. Uh-oh, this is bad! I should get away from the chair and run away, but somehow I can do it. It’s like a frog being stared at by a snake. I’m even sweating.
The chair makes a squeaking noise. I can barely stay on my feet halfway. Can’t I run?
—I won’t let you escape.
He’s nailing it!
-Where?
—… I-I don’t know.
Finally, that’s all I could say.
—Don’t you dare criticize my tastes!
—I’m not doing that. Just love me.
—I don’t understand. What are you saying?
-Literally.
I’m trying my hardest not to understand the meaning of the words. This must be a dream. Or rather, a Nightmare. Please wake up soon. May you be sleeping in a warm bed.
But reality took the form of the student council president and pounced on me. She’s getting closer and closer.
More. Help, it’s going to bite me!
—Natsuru, stop pretending you don’t understand.
—…
I want to cry. This woman scares me.
She stares at me.
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—Then I’ll tell you as many times as necessary until you understand.
—No, not to that extent…
—Become my boyfriend.
Whoa, he said it clearly out loud!
How funny would it be if it were a joke? Even Higashida jokes, saying, “Let’s have a relationship.” “Homo!”, but I could deal with that. I’d just need to give him a punch.
But with Shizuku it wasn’t like that. Probably more than anyone else, she was taking it seriously.
—I’m confessing to you. You know?
—…
—Be my boyfriend. From now on, forever.
—…
What am I going to do? My mouth won’t move for some reason.
Shizuku is physically getting closer to me. I can’t look away. Even though I’m not speaking, my My throat is getting dry. Oh, what’s happening!
Confessing, huh? It’s when you reveal your feelings to someone of the opposite sex. It was something that also Mikoto did.
Oh, right, Mikoto confessed to me too. Why twice in one day? Is this always done at a fixed time?
Like a clock?
—You’re thinking about something else, aren’t you?
—…
—The confession affected you so much. That’s different.
It was clear that he was making a great mental effort.
—Do you want to try to guess?
There’s no need to guess.
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“It’s Kondou-san. That girl confessed to you too, right? It’s not Mishima-san. There’s no need to…”
hurry up with the current Mishima-san.
I think it was more of a hunch than a deduction, but I feel bad that I was right all at once. It’s a
incredible talent.
-No…
—Denying it is useless.
—…
—If they beat me to it, I should confess more too. Listen carefully, I’ll say it many times. Sangou Shizuku likes Natsuru Senou. I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him, I love him.
Given that this is being said, it will even be engraved on a titanium alloy. I understand. However, that and my feelings are, after all, different issues. It’s not that I don’t understand this
area… she should know at least a little. She’s simply prioritizing herself.
But is there any reason for him to cling to me like that? It’s not like my face is particularly… attractive, and it’s not like he has a lot of money.
—It’s not like my ideal type was Natsuru, you know?
Shizuku says.
—But the man I ended up loving turned out to be my ideal type. It’s you.
Is that how you reason?
I understand the situation, but the response to the confession is a bit…
While I was thinking about that and not responding, she started talking about something else.
—… Hey Natsuru, I want to be with you, whether you’re a virgin or whatever.
It’s inappropriate! Damn it.
Shizuku is serious. Why are you taking something like this so seriously? You should live a more normal life.
Relaxed. Like me.
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—Everyone praises me for being beautiful and having a great body. Yes, that’s right. I’m aware of my beauty an My body is amazing. I’m sure you’ve seen me naked. I wouldn’t lose to any average girl.
Don’t you want to be free of this? Besides, I’m a virgin and no one has ever touched me. I can be the first woma
for a man.
—That’s too much…
—I’m serious.
Her eyes burned silently.
—Natsuru Senou. Go out with me. Love me. I’ll do anything to please you and be the envy of everyone.
Let’s walk together. I’ll be the best girlfriend. You won’t regret anything.
He said it firmly. Wow, what confidence.
Shizuku didn’t usually talk much about herself. I don’t think she lacks narcissism, but she’s quite discreet.
I recently realized that she doesn’t like being seen as a super high school student. When that
The conversation arises, and she subtly changes the subject. She still acknowledges her student status.
I think you’re a student who clearly stands out. However, I don’t think that makes you important.
I didn’t even think it was anything special. You really are humble. But now it’s different. Maybe he’s left The pride she had hidden deep in her heart is finally coming out. She is displaying her beauty. Intelligence and emotions. At this point, I feel not only its power, but even its aura. But why are you Are you doing this? Is it because of me?
-That’s how it is.
As always, she could read my thoughts.
“It’s all for Natsuru. I’ve never considered dedicating myself so much to just one person before. I thought I’d nev I would. But now it’s different. I want to be yours and make you mine.
He cut her off. He intended to make me understand it fully.
—Do you know how I felt after running into you and Mishima-san at the anime store?
-No…
—I felt frustrated.
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In his eyes burns an intense hatred. And he grinds his back teeth. He’s about to make a noise. It’s a sight Impressive. I’ve never seen this before.
—I was so frustrated I couldn’t sleep. It’s the first time in my life that something like this has happened to me. W Damn it, do I have to lose to Mishima-san? Ever since I was little, everyone praised me as a girl
genius, and that continued when I entered high school. I’m aware of that. But that so-called genius girl I lost easily to the bespectacled librarian. Why? In what way am I inferior to Mishima-san?
I’m sorry, I don’t understand at all.
Human tastes are diverse, and not everyone has to be the same. Even my slow mind understands that.
Shizuku must think she’s beautiful to everyone, and I think so too. But it’s not just a matter It’s a matter of taste. Seriously. It’s a genuine feeling.
—How are we different?
At least brute force makes a difference. But even if I mention it, she probably won’t be satisfied.
-I don’t understand…
—So, what about this?
Suddenly, Shizuku’s hand reached out. It circled my head and pulled me closer.
The moment I thought, “Ah!”, my lips were sealed by lips.
—Mmuhn…?
Furthermore, a tongue began to invade. Hiii! It moved slickly!
He walked away suddenly.
—What do you think?
-Hey…
—You’ve kissed Mishima-san and Kondou-san too, right? What’s the difference? Am I just clumsier?
—… I don’t know. I haven’t kissed enough to understand the differences.
If I had to say something, Mikoto’s kiss tasted like curry. And Akane’s was timid, so that was it.
Refreshing. Ah, quite different.
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But do I really not know if I’m clumsy or not? Are there any criteria for good and bad in this?
—Are you dissatisfied?
-It’s not that…
—What is it you like? Don’t you just want kisses? Do you want to have sex here?
Idiot. Don’t say things like that. When words like that come out of the mouth of a calm woman like you, it’s… how Saying it… awkward to react to.
—I don’t care. Shall we continue with the rooftop thing?
—Stop.
—Perhaps my blood will remain on the ground, but it will be lovely, won’t it?
—Stop, stop, stop!
I rushed to stop her. Otherwise, I felt like she was really going to take my clothes off.
Am I sexually frustrated? No, that’s not it. I’ve simply lost my patience. I was playing a game I used to play carefully in first person, but now I feel like a rampant gamer. I suppose the reason is… it’s me.
Shizuku finally stopped.
—Why stop? Aren’t you interested in my body?
—I know you have a good body.
—Then don’t hold back from looking at him.
—I can’t just watch, you know? Because… it’s school.
—If we weren’t at school, would you look at me?
I don’t know that. Will there be times when a man like me sees Shizuku’s body directly? Overcoming the The feeling of looking like a mannequin or a CG and witnessing reality. Hmm, I don’t understand it.
Shizuku stares at me. It’s not hatred. She’s simply expressing her emotions.
—Natsuru, I mean it. I really like you. I’d do anything for you. I don’t care what anyone does.
Do you understand? You are responsible for making Shizuku Sangou feel this way.
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Understanding it is a delicate matter. Even for me, I would do anything for the person I love. Like with Sakura-sa Even so, I’ve never been as passionate as Shizuku. Somehow, I see people of the opposite sex as…
If they were from another world. Even though I’m in the men’s section, I often see it as chatty material.
And laughing with my stupid friends like Higashida. It’s like a jewel on the other side of the shop window.
Since becoming a Kämpfer, I’ve suddenly had more interactions with women, and even with myself I became a woman, but deep down I always saw it as a kind of game. The woman I was most close to I’ve spoken since I was born (excluding my mother). It’s probably Mikoto, but we haven’t gone out yet. from the circle of childhood friends. It seems that lately she’s been dissatisfied with that.
Perhaps it’s like an invisible line between women and me, one we haven’t crossed. I don’t know what’s on the o And they don’t come this way either. Unconsciously, we are protecting our respective
territories.
But Shizuku was trying to get over that without any reservations. Nothing else mattered to her anymore. Perhap At first, being an intelligent girl, she did it consciously, but now it’s different. She has turned her
own naked heart on a transit pass.
It was obvious, but this was something that had happened to her for the first time. She was on the verge of pan In complicated and lengthy matters, in short, if it weren’t for Shizuku, I wouldn’t be so nervous. Doing it instead
by Sakura-san.
—…Were you thinking about Kaede again?
Startled. Why can he read me so easily?
Shizuku seemed unable to breathe, as if she were breathless.
—Despite everything, is Kaede still the most important thing to you?
—It has never dropped to second place.
That’s an honest answer.
—Even though you’ve been talking about Sakura-san this whole time, you know that, right?
—So, where am I in this position?
—…
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I don’t know. Apart from Sakura-san, no order has ever been assigned.
—Could you be the last one?
—That’s not correct.
You’ve definitely earned a place in my heart. It seems you’ve settled there all on your own. Shizuku exhaled deeply. More than being surprised by me, her nervousness was probably due to… relaxed.
—…I’m so close to Akane…
Oh, he called her without honorifics. What’s wrong?
—Mikoto confessed her love to you, but there’s no progress between you two… right?
It sounds like he’s muttering something. And this tone of voice is new to me too. She sat down at the desk. This is also an attitude unbecoming of a board president. student.
—I confessed to you.
Yes. You confessed to me.
—But there is no answer.
There is no.
-Because?
It doesn’t matter how you say it.
There’s nothing I can do about it. Up until now, I’ve been completely focused on Sakura-san.
I’ve never considered looking at another woman. Incidentally, I also never imagined they would confess to me. “Being popular” sounds Georgian or something. That’s why it throws me off when people suddenly say it to me. life, there is no such option.
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Shizuku’s piercing gaze is fixed on me. Damn, I get it. It must be something wrong with my
attitude. That’s right. Even if it’s not something I can choose, facts are facts. Several girls have approached me. I’ve confessed and they’re waiting for a response. At some point, I’ll have to make a decision. And that’s someth
that I must decide on my own.
But anyway, in this case, the other party is Shizuku. I can’t help but think I’m being deceived.
Taking several deep breaths. I feel a little calmer. I’m also focusing.
—Eeer…
-What’s happening?
—That, I can’t answer you right away.
—Ara.
—Well, Mikoto also confessed to me, and I have to answer her too.
—Then answer.
—We’re going to Sakura-san’s house. After all that’s sorted out, I’ll go. She’s also…
I agree with that.
Well, more than agreeing, in the end he shouted.
Shizuku seems surprised… or not.
—You’re going to postpone it, aren’t you?
—Excuse my language. Call it mental preparation.
That’s honestly what I think. Of course, because of Mikoto, this is a line I can’t back down on.
She looked at me for a while. Then she spoke as if she were talking to herself.
-I understand.
I felt relieved. To avoid giving Shizuku any reason to notice and say anything to me again, I tried hard to show t As calm as possible. The student council president didn’t take her eyes off me.
—Hey, Natsuru, what do you think girls are thinking in moments like this?
-Don’t know.
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—They usually give up. They think that if they say yes, everything will be resolved immediately. But I am
different.
Shizuku spoke with impeccable pronunciation and clear determination.
—Even if you don’t love me, I will love you and continue to do so. Eventually, Natsuru will be mine.
After a moment, he repeated it.
—That’s how it’s been decided.
I can’t just dismiss it as a fantasy. This student council president is a super
A student capable of making the impossible possible. He has overcome numerous challenges with his exceptio That mental strength is directed towards me.
—After I’m done with Kaede, you’ll be mine anyway.
—…Is that final?
-Of course.
Shizuku stood up from her desk. Even someone like me could understand that it was a sign to return. home from school.
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It’s in Tsukiji. I’m handing in volume 9/5 of “Kämpfer”. As usual, it’s a light read. Although the
The story barely progresses, but there have been major changes in human relationships. Natsuru is also going
a difficult time.
In addition to human relationships, the work itself is also undergoing major changes, as seen
You can see this in Obi, as the plan to turn it into an anime is progressing smoothly. This time, Akane talks abo I discovered anime, but it was purely by chance. However, I feel something almost like destiny.
This time I’ve put a lot of energy into visceral animals. It’s something I haven’t done for a long time. When I think about this being made into a movie, it’s a terrifying story. The day the visceral animals The fact that they’ve been exposed has arrived; it’s something like a miracle.
Within the work, it’s a visceral animal that enjoys a kind of (somewhat annoying) cult following. However, Thinking about it is an extremely rewarding task. Not only because of the variety, but also because of the pleas I enjoy considering what kind of misfortunes the companies that produce them have gone through.
They find pleasure in unhealthy acts, such as watching their stock or reputation repeatedly decline. If they have Opportunities to go outside, not only the body, but also the heart, become distorted. That’s what it implies. to be a writer.
Because of this visceral animal, I also mentioned the name of a high school from another work. It’s the
The school that appears in Gakuto Mikumo’s “Asura Cryin'”. Since a visceral animal appears in that world, I also wanted to include a high school here. In fact, the setting is
connected. “Asura Cryin'” has also been adapted into an anime, so I thought that the day we both The appearance of visceral animals is not far off. Please, I ask all of you, my readers, not to send
complaints to “Asura Cryin”” saying, “How come the visceral animal doesn’t appear here?” Okay, now I’ll move on to something quite unrelated. Recently, I met with some fellow writers. for online play. It’s not an MMORPG, but an online shooter. Personally, I prefer
I used to play board games, especially the wonderful old wargames, but I’ve temporarily given them up. on pause.
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Basically, it’s played with two teams. Since the playing areas are naturally separate, we use
a separate voice chat via Skype for gaming.
This is quite interesting. In the past, an acquaintance of mine used to say the famous phrase: “There are no bad
in PvP,” and I’m deeply sorry. When the opponent is a computer, the moves become
Predictable, yet they make no mistakes, which takes away the fun; but when it’s a human being,
That doesn’t happen. They can pull off miraculous shots and also make incredible mistakes. That’s the very… interesting.
I’m not very good at being honest; I always use friendly fire (shooting allies), but among the There are many incredibly good writers. Right now, the best is the person who writes novels.
that begin with “ki” in Dengeki Bunko. Their way of running across the field while protecting their
The team doesn’t appear to be controlled by humans. It’s probably already digitized and connected.
directly to the brain of the gaming machine. Within the group, a “if” movement is already emerging
“If you defeat that person, you will get a medal.”
The writers at Fujimi Shobo are divided into teams and play games while insulting each other. Not necessarily. This has a positive effect, since they usually lose by yelling in a normal way. Afterwards, they blame themselves
each other as a distinctive characteristic.
I’m also on the MF Bunko J team, but there’s really no one else there. It’s pretty lonely. So
Therefore, I’m thinking of inviting someone over this time. Of course, I’d prefer someone who can play. with determination, without adhering to deadlines, instead of those who can do the job well…
The next volume will be out in three months, in June.
February 2009
Toshihiko Tsukiji