Chapter 2164
Chapter 2164
Qinchuan hugged Chu Shi Qingzhu and didn't want to separate from her for even a moment. He felt that the best gift this pearl could give him was to see Chu Shi Qingzhu. As for what it could summon, it wasn't important to the current Qinchuan.
That kind of longing made Qinchuan feel a sense of relief. Hugging her was like hugging the entire world. That kind of satisfaction was unprecedented. Some women didn't need to do anything. Just hugging them and holding their hands would make them feel incomparably satisfied.
Chu Shi Qingzhu was such a person. She was a fairy, untainted by even a speck of dust, otherworldly and otherworldly. To be able to speak with her, to be able to walk hand in hand with her, this was a kind of spiritual sublimation, an indescribable feeling.
Moreover, Qinchuan could hug her and even sleep with her on the same bed. He could hug her to sleep. That was enough. As for going a step further, Qinchuan always felt that it was a kind of blasphemy.
However, Qinchuan didn't know what Chu Shi Qingzhu was thinking. He could see what many people were thinking.
He could more or less see it, but he didn't know what Chu Shi Qingzhu thought. He didn't even know if he was family or love in Chu Shi Qingzhu's eyes.
The intimacy between the two of them surpassed family, but it hadn't reached the stage of true love. As for her, Qinchuan treated her as a refuge, a pure land, a harbor in his heart that no one could replace.
"Chuan 'er, I hope you'll be happy. Don't miss out on too much just to find me. When the time comes, you'll only be left with regrets," Chu Shi Qingzhu said softly.
"I must find you," Qinchuan said very seriously.
"Are you married?" Chu Shi Qingzhu asked softly.
Qinchuan trembled.
"What are you thinking? I just want you to accompany your wife. Do you have children?" Chu Shi Qingzhu asked softly.
Qinchuan smiled bitterly and nodded, "I'm married and have children, but no one can replace your place in my heart. Aunt, you're a fairy, and no one is worthy of you. I just want to protect you for the rest of my life."
Chu Shi Qingzhu gently rested her head on Qinchuan's shoulder and slowly said in his ear, "Call me Qingzhu. I'm not some fairy. Chuan'er, I will only be close to you in this life, but you have to promise me that since you have a wife and children, you have to fulfill your responsibilities as a husband and a father."
Qinchuan grunted, "I know. I've been working hard. I have a special method to return to their side at any time. Qingzhu, it's a long story. I can't stop. If I stop, everything will disappear."
Chu Shi Qingzhu sighed softly. She understood what Qinchuan meant. She was just saying it because she knew that it was impossible for Qinchuan to stop. He would not stop and not look for her.
"Chuan'er, I miss you so much!" Chu Shi Qingzhu hugged Qinchuan's arm tightly.
Nothing could make Qinchuan more excited than this sentence. This was not that kind of excitement, but a feeling that flowed through his heart like spring water. It was very excited, but it was not the kind of excitement that would cause one to feel satisfied at times.
Qinchuan did not know how to describe his feelings.
"I miss you too, Qingzhu. I usually try not to think of you, but when I think of you, I can't see you. That kind of feeling is very painful, and I want to immediately appear in front of you. I just want to hug you like this, to hug you forever. I'm very happy!"
Qinchuan was a little incoherent. Only in front of her, Qinchuan would act like a weak child.
Everyone needed someone to rely on, someone to rely on in reality, and someone to rely on in spirit.
There was naturally no need to talk about someone to rely on in real life. When he was young, his parents were all he could rely on, whether it was in real life or in the heart.
As he gradually grew up, some would continue, while others would grow up. When he grew up, he would rely on himself or find a stronger backer, such as a sect or an aristocratic family. But other than these, he still needed someone to rely on in the heart.
She could give him peace of mind. No matter how violent, world-weary, or even desperate, as long as he was in front of her, he would find himself gradually calming down. He would see many things very clearly and thoroughly.
"Why do you miss me so much?" Chu Shi Qingzhu asked softly.
Her voice had a kind of coldness that belonged to her. It was as cold as a fairy, but hearing it by his ear, Qin Chuan felt his bones go soft. In addition, he was hugging her, hugging her tightly. She didn't seem to mind the contact between their bodies.
"I can't explain it clearly. You are the most important to me, the most important. No one can replace you. I-I …"
Chu Shi Qingzhu gently raised her head to look at him. She did not hear what Qinchuan had said. Her heart was indifferent, and she did not realize that Qinchuan could not say those words because he was ashamed of his inferiority in front of her. She just did not understand why he had never asked her to be his wife if he liked her so much.
But she was the kind of person with a pure heart and few desires. This thought only flashed past her mind. She smiled and held onto Qinchuan's hand. "Chuan 'er, it's so beautiful here. Let's take a walk!"
Qinchuan actually wanted to say those words before.
But when Chu Shi Qingzhu asked him if he had a wife and son, he said he did. This made him even more unable to say it, especially in front of her. He had never felt this kind of pressure in front of other women.
But Qinchuan thought about what she had said before. She would only be this close to him. This was already revealing her feelings, and it was enough to explain many things. But why was he still unable to take this step?
It was not that he was timid, it was because she was too extraordinary.
No matter what he said or did, as long as he crossed the line, he felt that it was a kind of blasphemy, a kind of sin. Some women could be beautiful to this degree. This kind of beauty surpassed the limits. Her temperament was ethereal and pure, purifying the mortal world.
"Qingzhu, I feel like time has been shaken." Qinchuan clearly felt that the time in the Yearning Space had been shaken.
"En, I also feel it."
"Qingzhu, I know where you are. It should be very difficult. Wait for me, I will definitely find you. No matter what the future is, no matter what the road ahead is, I will definitely find you," Qinchuan said softly.
Chu Shi Qingzhu sighed softly. "Chuan 'er, remember, no matter what, you must be careful and take care of yourself. I will wait for you. I have not become your bride yet."
After Chu Shi Qingzhu said this, the Yearning Space disappeared.
Qinchuan stood there in a daze. He even suspected that he had misheard the last sentence.
But he knew that he couldn't have misheard. It was also at this time that he realized that he still didn't bravely take that step. Instead, he let the fairy-like woman take that step.
What did he have to wait for her to show her favor? Qinchuan felt very warm in his heart. He couldn't help but smile. Chu Shi Qingzhu's fairy-like appearance was still in front of him. He had to speed up the process and head to the Nine Heavens as soon as possible.