Chapter 2692
Chapter 2692
You really came to find me. "
Qinchuan's heart slowly calmed down. Hugging Chu Shi and Qingzhu was like hugging the moon in the sky. What he had persisted for so many years seemed to have come true.
Although he knew that it hadn't come true. After all, he could only stay here for two months and couldn't stay here forever with them.
So, he still had a long way to go. But he had seen Chu Shi, Qingzhu, and Tantai Huangqing and knew that they were fine. Seeing them meant that he had completed at least half of it.
After so many years, he had been thinking about them, worried, and looking forward to them. Now, he had more or less completed it. Sometimes, people would travel their entire lives just to see each other.
Just such a simple request was something that many people couldn't fulfill. Once they were separated, they would be separated forever.
This was a strange thought and also one of the sufferings of all living beings. The pain of wanting to see each other but not being able to.
This was mental pain and also very painful. The longing and longing to see each other was something that only the most passionate people could feel.
Humans were forgetful. If they couldn't see it, then they wouldn't see it. If they couldn't think of it, then they wouldn't think about it. They just had to get used to it. Without anyone, the world would still move on. Everyone would still live and slowly forget.
But there were also some people who wouldn't forget with time. Instead, they would miss more and more. These people would suffer unimaginable pain.
This was true pain. If one couldn't feel it, they wouldn't be able to understand it.
Many mothers who lost their children could understand. They could understand seeing their children die, but they might not fully understand it. They could only feel the pain.
There were different levels of pain. If one wanted to live, they had to accept reality. For example, if a mother had a few children, even if she lost one, there would be a few more to take care of. She had to accept reality and move on.
The dead were gone, but the living had to live well. This was a positive and correct way of thinking.
But there would always be people who couldn't accept it. These people had to suffer the pain of wanting to see each other but not being able to.
The pain of wanting to see each other but not being able to see each other was like being separated forever. One would slowly accept it. After all, the person was already gone.
But there was also the pain of being alive but not being able to see each other due to external factors. Both of them wanted to see each other but they just couldn't.
This kind of suffering was really torturous. It was so torturous that one would rather die than live. If one could not die, then living would be even more painful. It was like a spiritual shackle.
In fact, Qinchuan had been suffering all these years. He had been thinking about it, but most of the time, he told himself not to think about it. It was best to forget it temporarily.
After all, no matter how much you wanted to see him, you would only make yourself suffer. He left his home, his wife and children, and embarked on a journey alone for decades.
In the past few years, there were many times when he didn't even have anyone close to him. He had always been moving forward with a goal in mind. After crossing a few regions, he finally met them.
Qinchuan originally thought that he would have a lot to say, but now he could only hug her and couldn't say anything. At this time, no matter what he said, it seemed like he couldn't express what he wanted to say in his heart.
Tantai Huangqing had already left.
After a long while, Qinchuan finally released Chu Shi and Qingzhu.
Chu Shi and Qingzhu pulled Qinchuan's hand and returned to the main hall.
This hall belonged to Chu Shi and Qingzhu.
It also belonged to the Nine Heavens Mysterious Goddess Palace's Temple Master.
The relationship between Qinchuan and Chu Shi and Qingzhu was really complicated. He called her aunt, but they weren't related by blood. It was only because he knew Chu Shi Shi and Qingzhu's nephew that he called her aunt.
In the past, it might have been because Qinchuan was too young. After all, he was a 61 or 62 year old boy, and Chu Shi Shi Qingzhu was indeed slightly older than Qinchuan.
But this difference in age would slowly disappear with time.
It was just that the habit and respect remained.
Qinchuan had always called her aunt, even now.
In fact, Chu Shi Shi Qingzhu had even told him not to call her aunt.
At that moment, Qinchuan didn't know what kind of feeling it was. Chu Shi Qingzhu was the purest and most pure woman he had ever seen. She was like an immortal that had descended to the mortal world.
She was a piece of pure land in his heart that couldn't be blasphemed.
She was pure and had few desires, but Qinchuan didn't know what she was thinking. The two of them were very intimate at times. For example, they had slept on the same bed before. Even though she had slept in his arms, they didn't do anything that crossed the line between a man and a woman.
Just like now, Chu Shi Qingzhu was holding Qinchuan's hand, but she still didn't feel any thoughts between a man and a woman. There was only happiness, as if she had met someone close to her.
"Is everything okay at home?" Chu Shi Qingzhu asked.
"Everything is settled, but I haven't returned for a long time." Qinchuan said as he recalled.
In the martial dao, as one's cultivation increased and their lifespan increased, many of their close relatives would slowly fade out of their sight.
The so-called cultivation of longevity required one to cut off many things. For example, the cruelest thing was familial love.
As for the loneliness of life, it was the companionship of cultivation. Find a dao companion and everyone could cultivate longevity together. Companionship was one of the four major elements of cultivation.
Other than that, there were also cultivation techniques and people to guide them. Money was one of the four major elements of cultivation. One also needed food, shelter, and transportation. One also needed to buy some medicinal ingredients. It was impossible without money. Another was land. One couldn't cultivate on the streets. Even if one found a cave, it was best to find a place with spiritual qi.
Land, cultivation, and wealth. This companion was very important. It was someone who cultivated together. It could be a man or a woman. There was no conflict. Many cultivators had dual cultivation companions. Life was lonely, and they needed like-minded people to advance together.
Therefore, on the path of martial dao, it was best not to get married and have children in the early stages. It was very likely that it would seriously affect one's cultivation and state of mind in the future.
Qinchuan had women and children. Fortunately, their physiques were not bad. Although they were not as good as Qinchuan, there would be opportunities to make up for it in the future.
And some women were stronger than Qinchuan. For example, Tantai Huangqing and Chu Shi Qingzhu.
Qinchuan thought of the Demon Sovereign and Yu Luoqing. Their cultivation was probably not weaker than Tantai Huangqing's.
"Aunt, how did you become the Nine Heavens Mysterious Goddess Palace Master?" Qinchuan asked curiously.
"This is hard to explain. The moment I arrived, the previous palace master's time was up. He directly passed it to me." Chu Shi Qingzhu sighed.
"Then where is the previous palace master now?" Qinchuan could tell from her tone.
"He has already ascended to immortality." Chu Shi Qingzhu said.
Actually, Qinchuan didn't know whether he was dead or ascended to immortality. If one said that there were no immortals in this world, Qinchuan wouldn't believe it even if he was here.
He didn't ask. There was no accurate answer to this question. Some things, you couldn't reach that realm. It was the same whether you asked or not.
With Qinchuan's current strength, he couldn't stay here. After two months, he didn't know which lucky person would be hit by the Heavenly Auspicious Sign.
"Oh right, are you interested in the Heavenly Auspicious Sign this time?" Chu Shi Qingzhu smiled and looked at Qinchuan.
Her smile was truly beautiful. It was clean, holy, elegant, and bright, just like the bright moon. Qin Chuan was stunned when he saw it.
(End of this chapter)