Chapter 87 - What Did I Do Wrong In This Life:
Chapter 87 - What Did I Do Wrong In This Life:
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(Outside the Past Reflection Mirror)
At this moment, Yu Ling’er finally understood.
Those so-called opportunities Elder Qingxue got secretly given by Ye Xuan?
Even though Ye Xuan called these things useless for him, what did he mean by that?
Truely, Ye Xuan was an exceptional cultivator.
He soley relied on his terrifying cultivation talent to reach the Immortal Realm, which would explain why he struggled so much against the stone giant. If he had a powerful weapon or technique, he wouldn’t have worn out.
Moreover, he could increase his immortal realm directly using the Divine-Grade Immortal Pill…!
Yet Ye Xuan said these trasures were useless and wanted to give it to Mo Qingxue.
Every single one of these items was a Divine-grade treasure. Although they were extremely valuable, he didn’t hesitate to give them to Mo Qingxue.
Why?
At this moment, Yu Ling’er felt a pang of jealousy.
On the other hand, Elder Qingxue’s eyes welled up with tears again.
So, that’s how it was, that’s how it was…!
She always believed she was destined for greatness and thought all her opportunities were coming her way.
But, she had no idea Ye Xuan had secretly given her all her opportunities…
No wonder her luck was so good that she obtained immortal pills, swords, and techniques. But in reality, Ye Xuan had been secretly working behind the scenes.
But…!
After obtaining these items, she greatly improved her cultivation, but when she saw Ye Xuan again, she killed him without hesitation.
It’s not right…!
The scene before her …didn’t look like this at the time …!
At this moment, the memory of Elder Qingxue killing Ye Xuan surfaced in her mind.
(Within the Past Reflection Mirror)
“This I really never expect to get the Divine-Grade Immortal Pill, Heavenly Sword, and Nine Heavens Profound Sword Technique quickly. Could it be that heaven was helping me, telling me to find Ye Xuan and kill him?”
At this moment, Mo Qingxue had successfully refined the Divine-Grade Immortal Pill.
Relying on the power of the Great Sword and the Nine Heavenly Profound Sword Technique, she easily passed through tribulation and reached the immortal realm.
Now that she had become immortal, she felt it was time to settle her score with Ye Xuan!
Thinking this, her eyebrows furrowed deeply. “Where did that scoundrel Ye Xuan go?! When I find him in this vast world, he might have already grown old…! How can I take revenge on him?”
Muttering this to herself, Mo Qingxue’s eyes were filled with boundless hatred.
“Even if I have to travel the world, I will find that beast Ye Xuan…!”
On the other side…
Ye Xuan had been secretly watching Mo Qingxue’s movements.
He knew where she was cultivating all along.
Ye Xuan raised his hand at this moment and pulled out a memory fragment. He channeled his spiritual Qi into it and began to record: “Wife, by the time you see this memory fragment, I’ve probably already died at your hands.”
“I know you hate me… But, in fact, we had too many misunderstandings that needed to be explained.
Actually, when I kidnapped you and forcibly took you, it was because your brother secretly cast a spell on me with a demon fox.
Although I ended up with you through such means because of your brother’s scheming… In fact, I had already fallen in love with you long ago… It’s just that you were still young then, and I didn’t get to propose to you.”
(Outside the Past Reflection Mirror)
“Indeed… It’s the case… He’s prepared to die at my hands…!
At this moment, Elder Qingxue’s eyes filled with tears again.
Seeing that Ye Xuan left a memory fragment behind, how could she not guess what he wanted to do?
It turned out that Ye Xuan had already fallen in love with her long ago…
Moreover, for her sake, he was already prepared to die at her hands?!
“What about my past life?” Yu Ling’er exclaimed, feeling disappointed.
Why dud he mentioned her name?
Did he really forget about her from their past lives?!!
(Within the Past Reflection Mirror)
“Well… I was just joking. Actually, I didn’t like you at first. It’s the usual man’s lust for a beautiful woman.” Ye Xuan continued.
(Outside the Past Reflection Mirror)
Elder Qingxue: “…”
Yu Ling’er: “…”
(Within the Past Reflection Mirror)
“Actually, I had already planned to marry my beloved Jiang Linger, but she had a jealous personality who wouldn’t let me think about other women. Though I liked you, since that was the case, I had to give up the idea of having multiple wives and concubines.”
As Ye Xuan spoke, he let out a smile. But then, he continued with a cold expression: “But, because of your brother’s schemes, Jiang Linger misunderstood me for betraying her and left me. So, I definitely won’t let your Brother off easy… But you are already my wife, and I can’t ignore your feelings.
…I deliberately treated you badly to prevent you from pleading for him.”
“But later, I realized how uncomfortable it was to treat you badly too. Saying harsh words to you felt like a sword pierced my heart. It was excruciating.
In the end, I killed your brother, and he deserved it.
But I didn’t kill our child because that was a fox demon in disguise.
Being cruel to you was the only way to get rid of the fox demon.
Do you know how hurt my heart was at that time?
Every time I hurt you, it felt like thrusting a sword into my chest. It was excruciating.
In the end, I managed to drive that fox demon out of your body and was about to explain it to you…
But, you didn’t give me a chance to explain then and ran away by yourself.
I regret it so much. If I had stayed by your side at the time, such a big misunderstanding wouldn’t have happened between us.
When we met again… you brought a cultivator with you, saying you were already with him…
Heh, my heart had already gone numb at that time. I couldn’t feel anything.
But I can see it was just a misunderstanding, and you were mad at me.
I really understand…
So, I wanted to continue explaining to you.
However, you said you made a vow under heaven about going to hell if you didn’t kill me.
I was taken aback by this.
I didn’t expect you to make such a vow under heaven.
Aren’t you aware that vow under heaven shouldn’t be taken lightly?!!
I couldn’t explain it anymore, because if I told you the truth, you’d break your vow.
There’s no way I’m letting you go to hell…
So, I strictly instructed everyone not to tell you the truth.
But that wasn’t enough.
As you’ve embarked on the path of cultivation, I cultivated desperately too.
From that moment on, I had already decided to die at your hands.
But I can’t die in vain.
I wanted to help you succeed in your cultivation first… Let you live forever.
This way, I will have the chance to reunite with you in my next life.
I didn’t expect that even the heavens were helping me. Not only did I cultivate quickly, but I also obtained several divine-grade treasures. With it, I can easily help you ascend to the Immortal Realm. It’s really great…!
Wife, if you see this, I believe you already know the truth.
So, I’ll see you in my next life.
I’m different from others; I won’t enter reincarnation after death, but I will be reborn somewhere. I’ll still be me, but I might have forgotten you.
Ah… What did I do wrong in this life?
I knew you loved me, and I loved you too, but why can’t we have a good ending? I feel really terrible.”
(Outside the Past Reflection Mirror)
“No…!”
At this moment, Elder Qingxue finally couldn’t bear it anymore. She broke down into tears and shouted: “Don’t go, don’t go… I’ll really kill you. I won’t look at your explanations…!”
She couldn’t help but reach out her hands toward the mirror.
But the events in the mirror happened hundreds of years ago.
How could she interfere with them?
At this moment, Elder Qingxue no longer looked like the aloof goddess she used to be.
Her painful appearance made Yu Ling’er shed tears along with her.
She understood everything.
The outcome was already clear.
Ye Xuan deliberately gave Elder Qingxue her treasures and even let himself get killed by her…
But Ye Xuan thought Elder Qingxue would listen to his explanation.
Unfortunately, Elder Qingxue didn’t listen.
This led to the current scene where Elder Qingxue wanted to kill Ye Xuan…!
“That’s not right… Elder Qingxue, since you didn’t listen to Ye Xuan’s explanation, how do you know that his past life and his current self are the same person?” Suddenly, Yu Ling’er reacted and asked the grieving Elder Qingxue.
“…Mmm.” Elder Qingxue was overwhelmed with tears. Where was her icy and aloof demeanor from before?
She said as she sobbed: “It’s Ye Xuan… he told me before he died… I never gave him a chance to explain, not even when he was on the verge of death.”
As she continued, she was almost roaring toward the end, her voice filled with pain.
Upon hearing this, Yu Ling’er fell silent.
Everything became clear…
Even when Ye Xuan was dying, Mo Qingxue never gave him a chance to explain.
Similar to her, she didn’t give pervious Ye Xuan a chance in her previous incarnation, either.
Thinking about this, tears rolled down Yu Ling’er’s cheeks.
However, the scene in the mirror had not yet ended…
(Within the Past Reflection Mirror)
“…”
Seeing the memory fragment in his hand, Ye Xuan hesitated.
“Although this would make my wife understand everything, can she handle it? She’s so kind and gentle. If she knew she had misunderstood me all this time… Can she put up with killing me with her own hands?
No, absolutely not!”
With that, Ye Xuan squeezed the memory fragment and shattered it directly.
(Within the Past Reflection Mirror)
Elder Qingxue, who was crying bitterly, was stunned at this scene.
Yu Ling’er was also stunned.
….
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