When she got up early the next morning, Lu Xin packed herself up and went out.

He didn't go to the company. After all, he asked for leave before, but now he hasn't cancelled it, and this time he took paid leave.

In addition, he had something to prove in his heart, so he went directly to the red moon orphanage next to the security hall.

Document No. 003 made him have a lot of doubts.

For example, the old Dean, for example, the man named Chen Xun, for example, whether they were alive or dead, and what happened at the beginning

And know these things, no doubt is the deer teacher.

……

Slowly up the stairs, I heard the sound of reading from above.

"Looking forward, looking forward, the east wind is coming, the pace of spring is near..."

In fact, the sound of reading can't be regarded as Langlang, because there is a kind of long sound that belongs to children, and it's a little vague. You can even distinguish several listless voices. You don't have to look at it. You know that some of the people who are reading at this time are sleepy, just waiting to get through this lesson, The little guy who goes out to play with the glass ball.

Lu Xin knows this very well, because in memory, he was the same.

What does spring have to do with me? Whether there is meat in the lunch is a big thing

……

Since they are still in class, Lu Xin stands in the corridor, next to the security uncle, waiting silently in his pocket.

"I came back very quickly this time..."

Uncle security carefully removed a dead leaf from the potted plant, and then unfolded the newspaper, looking at it at leisure.

"The work was done early."

Lu Xin looked at the lonely little flower on the pot and answered casually.

I suddenly thought of some things before. When did the security uncle come to the orphanage?

If you don't think about it seriously, you won't notice it. If you recall it carefully, you will feel a lot of doubts.

Lu Xin has a clear memory of reading in the orphanage when she was a child, receiving the education of the old Dean, and fighting with others with teacher Xiaolu. However, such memory is somewhat chaotic, like a movie, with many pictures cut off.

For example, he can't draw a complete line in his previous memory and remember everything clearly.

Later, when I left the orphanage, it was more chaotic.

He didn't even remember how he left the orphanage, but some fragmentary memories told him that he seemed to have a memory of walking on the street at a loss, and then he had the memory of his present family and starting to live with him.

After the family appeared, their memory began to become complete.

He remembered that he had entered the free high school in Satellite City No.2 and that he had taken part in work.

But if we count forward, there is almost a year's gap in the middle.

That year's memory, is the least, even if their efforts to recall, but also only sporadic fragments.

The strangest thing is that before I saw the document named "003" yesterday, I didn't even want to take the initiative to recall it.

Even now, he just forced himself to recall.

……

As for the current orphanage, Lu Xin only remembers that after living with her family for a long time, she went back to the orphanage one day and found that there was another person she knew who should have been destroyed here. That was teacher Xiaolu, who grew up with her.

At that time, she was not old, but she had already started to raise several orphans in the city.

This security uncle had already worked here at that time.

According to Mr. Xiaolu, the orphanage was rebuilt because it was funded by well meaning people.

It was also because of these kind-hearted people, teacher Xiaolu and several children at that time that they survived the most difficult period.

However, we can't always count on well intentioned people to support us.

Lu Xin remembers that when the orphanage began to run out of funding, life became very bad.

But fortunately, at that time, I had already started to work. I could earn some money to subsidize the life of the orphanage.

It was also because these memories began to become clear that Lu Xin thought of a problem.

At that time, the orphanage couldn't even get enough food. Where did you get the money to pay the security uncle?

He looked at Uncle security askew, thinking whether to ask these questions

The only uncertainty is that if I ask, what will uncle security do if he asks someone to pay him?

……

"You step aside..."

Just as Lu Xin was thinking about this, uncle Bao looked up at him.

"Ah?"

Lu Xin was surprised: "what's the matter?"

Security uncle looked up at him from the back of the newspaper: "you are so clubbing at the window, the shadow has covered my flowers."

"Oh..."

Lu Xin made a big red face and moved aside to let the sunshine out of the window shine on his small potted plant.

He murmured in his heart: "such a little flower is eager for sunshine..."

……

Just as he thought about it, uncle security got up, picked up a small hammer and knocked on a piece of iron beside him.

"Tong Tong..."

That's the bell.

The classroom above was quiet for a while, and then there was a loud noise immediately.

"I went up first."

Lu Xin pointed up, uncle security just impatiently waved: "you go to your."

As the stairs ascended the fourth floor, a group of children ran into Lu Xin. One of them had a red nose. As soon as he saw Lu Xin, he ran over and crossed his waist and said, "Uncle Lu, did you pick up our glass ball last time?"

Lu Xin shook his head: "no, why do I pick up your glass ball?"

"Oh."

The little rabbit agreed and said, "when will you marry Mr. fawn?"

"What?"

Lu Xin is confused. How can children think so fast now?

"It's said that marriage brings sugar."

How can we eat sugar if you don't marry Mr. fawn

"Ah, this..."

Lu Xincai responded, touched his head with a smile and said, "I'll buy it for you next time."

"Cough..."

There was a cough not far away.

All of a sudden, the child who is about to eat sugar and Lu Xin who is promising to buy sugar for the child are surprised at the same time.

The child ran away with a whoosh, and Lu Xin stood upright as if nothing had happened.

"Just come back."

Xiaolu teacher looked at Lu Xin for a while, also laughed, said: "lunch here."

Lu Xin nodded his head and said, "OK."

He stepped forward and pushed teacher fawn into a small room opposite the office.

This is the kitchen. There is a bag of potatoes on the floor, noodles pressed by machines, induction cooker, several pots that look big and so on.

Teacher Xiaolu washed his hands, then turned his wheelchair, washed and picked vegetables in the narrow kitchen, with quick and familiar movements.

Lu Xin helped her fasten her apron and squatted aside to help.

At noon, we cooked shredded potato rice, which also knocked a lot of eggs, stewed with hot and sour vegetable soup.

Potato silk sour slip is king, but do big pot rice, certainly can't vinegar slip.

So the potatoes in the orphanage were wrongly cooked.

There are 23 children in the orphanage now. Teacher Xiaolu skillfully divides the eggs into pieces to save fighting.

However, during this period, Lu Xin knocked two more eggs into the pot and divided them into two more portions.

Xiaolu teacher glared at him, but acquiesced in his luxury.

……

When a group of children lined up with big porcelain jars finished their meal, Lu Xin and miss Xiaolu entered her office. By this time, it was an hour later. Another hour later, they were ready for the afternoon class.

Because the rice was less cooked, Lu Xin took a steamed bread left over from yesterday, broke it and put it into the soup.

While eating, he said naturally: "this time I went to the main city, I thought of some things before."

Xiaolu teacher also silently eating, nodded: "well."

Lu Xin gave a piece of egg in his bowl to teacher Xiaolu and said, "then I think there are some strange things. I still remember president Wang when we were in the orphanage. In my impression, he was very good. During that time, he was starving outside and everywhere was chaotic, but he protected us very well. I even remember that there was meat in the food we ate at that time."

"I also remember that he has been teaching us to learn, saying that the world is too chaotic now, but the most terrible thing is not how many people have become lunatics, but the rest of the people, who have abandoned all cultures, will become more terrible than lunatics."

"I remember, he watched cartoons with us, watched his old movies stored in the hard disk..."

Then Lu Xin could not help laughing: "I still remember that once I found a hidden folder..."

"Just as he opened it, he rushed in and chased us with brooms all over the corridor..."

“……”

"Yes, we asked him why he hit people. The dean's face turned red, but he refused to explain..."

Xiaolu teacher also followed to smile, at the same time tears dripping into the soup.

Lu Xin stops eating, scoops out the place where the tears fall with his spoon and falls to one side.

Then he looked at teacher Fawn and said, "so the dean is actually a good man, right?"

Xiaolu teacher slowly wiped the tears on the cheek, said: "of course, the dean is a good man."

"He is the best man in the world."

“……”

The expression on Lu Xin's face disappeared. He didn't know what to say.

Teacher Xiaolu was silent for a while, and then whispered, "but he is also the most terrible person in the world."

Lu Xin slowly put a piece of steamed bread into his mouth, he did not ask.

I'm just waiting for teacher fawn to tell me.

……

"In fact, I knew for a long time that you would remember one day."

After a while, Mr. Xiaolu spoke softly, and his voice trembled: "sometimes I envy you very much, I can forget the things at that time, sometimes I'm really afraid, you will think of those things again... I know, what you left in your memory before is the good side of the Dean, in fact, that's very good, He also... Has a good side.... "

"After all, if you didn't see it with your own eyes."

"No matter how many people tell me, when our dean puts on that white coat, it will become..."

"I won't believe it if I become like that..."

“……”

Hearing the fear in teacher Xiaolu's voice, Lu Xin felt very uncomfortable.

There is a feeling of emptiness in my heart.

He subconsciously took teacher Xiaolu's hand and tried to comfort her.

But she did not expect that teacher fawn seemed to get an electric shock. She was so scared that she suddenly shrank back and almost fell over.

"In fact, you don't have to be afraid of him..."

Lu Xin just ready to comfort words, only half said, has stopped.

He saw that teacher Xiaolu's eyes were full of fear that he could not hide.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

When Lu Xin noticed the consternation in her eyes, teacher Xiaolu reacted fiercely.

She anxiously apologized and kept saying: "don't misunderstand me, I'm not, really not, you don't..."

When she said that, she also subconsciously stretched out her hand, as if trying to hold Lu Xin's hand.

But it is obvious that her movements are hesitating, as if her will is forcing her to hold Lu Xin's hand.

"I know that you are not to blame for what happened at that time..."

"But I still can't help being afraid. Sorry, I didn't control it..."

“……”

Lu Xin slowly took back his hand, thinking a little strange confusion.

He suddenly realized a problem

It turns out that what teacher Xiaolu is afraid of is not the Dean, but himself.