Lu Xin was silent and his expression seemed empty.

In fact, a long time ago, he could feel teacher Xiaolu's fear, but he didn't want to think about it.

But now, seeing the fear on her face, I was still sad.

Even for himself, it's hard to say whether he felt sad because he saw that teacher Xiaolu would be afraid of himself, or whether teacher Xiaolu had already felt afraid, but still forced herself to come and comfort her sad expression.

He didn't know why, teacher Xiaolu's fear of himself was even more than that of the dean?

That's the question he wanted to ask, but now

On the lens of her left eye, certain data have sprung up, showing that she has a strong mental fluctuation.

The average person's mental level is about 10 points. Under normal circumstances, they can hardly detect their own mental radiation. But when this pair of glasses has already reacted, it only shows one problem. She is already in an extremely strong emotional fluctuation. Maybe, just add a little more pressure, She'll just collapse because of this

How can I force her again?

……

Lu Xin tried to put a smile on her face, though it might be stiff.

"I knew that I was very fierce, and I was scared when I lost my temper..."

He tried to make his voice calm and funny: "you see, it scared you."

"Yes... Yes."

Xiaolu teacher also hard, want to cooperate with Lu Xin at this time.

But no matter how hard she tried, her smile couldn't return to the original appearance that nothing had happened.

Two people who try to make each other feel OK are clumsy and embarrassed.

"Forget it..."

Lu Xin sighed gently, slowly stood up and said to teacher Xiaolu, "I have to go to work in the afternoon. I'll go first."

"You may have to wash the bowl yourself..."

“……”

Xiaolu seemed to want to say something, but in the end, she could only nod her head.

Mention the bag, Lu Xin slowly left the office, there is a kind of depression in the heart.

Looking up slightly, he saw a group of small eyes holding rice bowls looking at himself in the corridor and the classroom next to him.

The child's ears are smart. Maybe he has heard teacher fawn's cry.

"Brother Zhuang, what's the matter?"

There is a sniffing child secretly asked the red nosed child.

The red nosed child took a deep look at Lu Xin and said meaningfully, "we've had a fight."

"Ah?"

The sniveling child was surprised and showed a surprise: "then I have a chance?"

"You didn't."

The red nosed child looked at him and said, "you can't even afford sugar."

Lu Xin passed through the group of whispering and curious eyes, and slowly went downstairs. When he came to the corner of the third floor, the security guard put a small table in front of him, with a plate of shredded potatoes, a salted duck egg and his small wine cup in his hand.

He drank slowly without raising his head. It seemed that he was not talking to Lu Xin. He said in a low voice:

"Don't get me wrong, she's not afraid of you."

“……”

Lu Xin looked back at the old man, nodded and went down the stairs.

Walking on the street, there was pale sunshine on her head. Lu Xin felt empty in her heart.

He went to the security hall first, took out the motorcycle he had deposited here, rode all the way, and strolled aimlessly in the street.

After all, motorcycles are oil-burning, so he seldom has the luxury of driving around. But today is different. He didn't even want to save money for a while. However, he quickly stopped in a square

After all, motorcycles burn oil.

He sat on the bench in the square, slowly smoking a cigarette.

Not far away on the bench, is a pair of looks very intimate lovers, sweet as if stuck together.

The boy hid a rose in his satchel behind him, as if preparing to do a magic trick.

Lu Xin glanced at them with envy.

But he soon did not envy, because he saw a third person appeared between the two.

That's my sister. She squats on the back of her chair and looks at the two.

Soon her eyes lit up and she tore off the rose petals with a bad smile.

"Dadadang..."

The boy exaggerated swing arm, put a bare pole pestle to the girl's face.

He was stunned and the girl was stunned.

Then, one of them got up and left angrily, one of them ran after the other and kept explaining.

Lu Xin's mood suddenly improved a lot.

……

"Sister, I didn't get the answer I wanted."

When my sister came to squat beside her, Lu Xin vomited a heavy smoke and said in a soft voice, "in fact, the most wanted answer I came to ask Miss Xiaolu is that she told me that the dean is a very good person and that all those things are my wishful thinking. But in the end, I didn't get the best answer or the general bad answer, I got the worst answer... "

"She was so... Scared."

The younger sister hugged Lu Xin's arm, rubbed her head and said, "I'm not afraid of you."

Lu Xin smiles and doesn't expose his sister.

"Do you want to go out again?"

After pondering for a long time, Lu Xin suddenly asked his sister with a smile.

Sister Zheng for a while, some puzzled askew looking at him.

Lu Xin looked up at the direction outside the satellite wall and said, "there are still people living in the orphanage. Isn't that a good thing?"

"Moreover, according to the information, even the old Dean may be alive..."

"I really have a lot of questions in my heart. I want to know what happened in those years, and I want to know if all the damned people died... Of course, if there is no death, I don't mind letting them go through the experience again..."

“……”

When he said this, his face was very calm, as if he was telling a little thing.

But his sister, who was holding Lu Xin's arm, looked up warily at Lu Xin's expression without blinking.

Lu Xin was slightly silent for a moment, as if he didn't feel very well.

After a while, he showed a smile on his face again. He was very kind and said: "in a word, I am very happy now. The original orphanage was like a big family, so everyone in the orphanage was our family. I didn't know it before. Now that I know that there are still people living in the family, How can I not go and see if he's doing well? "

"As for these questions in my mind..."

His face showed a bright smile: "when I say hello to him, he should be happy to tell me, right?"

“……”

My sister's eyes gradually brightened as she listened to him.

She suddenly hugged Lu Xin's neck and said, "brother, do you know?"

"In fact, we have been waiting for you to make this decision for a long time..."

“……”

Lu Xin listened to her sister's words and finally laughed happily.

Looking up, I see a high-end restaurant on the second floor next to the square. My mother is nodding and smiling to herself.

Even the shadow beside the bench seems to have some abnormal twisting.

There is a kind of deep laughter, ha ha.

……

To do a big thing that needs to go out, it is reasonable to hold a family meeting to discuss it. But after listening to my sister's words, he knows that he doesn't even have to wait for a family meeting this time, and the decision can be made.

To do this, the first step, of course, is to ask for leave.

Lu Xin takes out her own satellite phone from her bag and dials it to Chen Jing.

Chen Jing received quickly, voice calm: "what's the matter?"

Lu Xin was in a good mood and said with a smile, "good afternoon, team leader."

"... well."

Chen Jing was silent for a moment. Her voice was more gentle and she said, "what's the matter?"

"This..."

Lu Xin guessed in her heart whether she was busy now, but as soon as she saw her phone, she immediately stopped all the work at hand to listen to what she wanted to say. In the heart how many all have some embarrassed, moreover oneself wants to say the matter, has some embarrassed even more. After making a quick draft, he said, "well, I'm calling to ask for a leave."

"Ask for leave?"

Chen Jing was a little surprised: "aren't you on your regular vacation after the mission?"

"Yes, yes."

Lu Xin had no choice but to think about it seriously and explained, "but these days should not be enough. I'll... Please stay a few more days."

Chen Jing seemed to frown and said, "how many days?"

"... almost."

This question made Lu Xin a little difficult to answer, so he had to say, "it's hard to say now."

Chen Jing paused for a moment and said, "what's the reason for asking for leave?"

"This..."

Lu Xin thought about it and said, "private affairs."

Listening to his short answer, Chen Jing's voice slowed down a little. After a while, she said:

"You have made a great contribution in helping Qinggang resist the attack of the maritime state. According to the contribution points, you can be promoted to level 4 special talents of Qinggang no matter what, and the level 4 special talents of Qinggang can already enjoy the special care of Qinggang. Therefore, you can make a request even for private affairs, Teqing will help you as much as possible. "

"I'm afraid not."

Lu Xin breathed softly and said, "because of this private matter, I need to go out of the city."

Chen Jing is a little surprised: "where to go?"

Lu Xin thought for a moment and said, "central city."

"Central city..."

On Chen Jing's side, there was a moment of turmoil and panic. It seemed that many people were surprised to make a sound.

This made Lu Xin a little surprised: there are so many people over there?

After a while, Chen Jing's voice rang out again: "can you tell us why you went to the central city?"

"It's... Inconvenient."

Lu Xin didn't want to refuse the leadership, so he had to explore: "after all, it's my private business. Can't you tell me?"

"Of course, that's what I shouldn't have asked."

Chen Jing's reaction was quick. She apologized a little, and then returned to her calm working mode

"If you ask for leave, you can be criticized in theory."

"However, you haven't handed in the task report this time, and you haven't accurately recorded the corresponding changes after the second stage. In addition, now you are a level 4 special talent in fact. According to the regulations, no matter where you want to go or what you want to do, you should hand in a paper application, And the special cleaning department will provide you with certain security and information support. "

"Ah, this..."

Lu Xin felt that what the leader said was very reasonable, and felt that his call was too abrupt.

After a while, he whispered, "then I'll go back and write this mission report, and then... Make up an application for going out of the city?"

"Yes."

Chen Jing smiles and says, "in the application materials for going out of the city, you need to tell us how far you need to go, the time you need to go out of the city, the materials you need to apply for, and so on, because there are still many places outside the wall in chaos. It's very dangerous for you who have only had a short experience of going out of the city, so it's better to have a special person to help you make a plan, Even training. "

"Of course, it also helps us to arrange for someone else to take your place in satellite city 2."

“……”

After all this, Chen Jing pondered:

"By the way, in addition to what I'm talking about now, do you need to arrange a driver for you in advance?"

She said with a smile: "after all, the one who was temporarily arranged last time had a big opinion after he came back, so this time..."

"... we can give him advance notice."