Chapter 363
Chapter 363
What's it like to be hit in the face by a building?
Lu Xin felt that he had a little more life experience.
When the buildings on both sides are pulled down by the monster and smashed on themselves, the surroundings have become pitch black, and the buildings are folded in front of them, completely blocking all the light and accumulating all the space.
Boom! Boom!
Violent sound, still continue, that is the monster will be more buildings, hit their own body.
Is it playing with building blocks?
When the buildings on both sides fell, Lu Xin tried to resist.
It's just that the force transformed from the weight can't be resisted by the mental impact or the distorted force field at all.
With a bang, it fell down completely.
Even if he could use his sister's strength, he couldn't escape. He was covered firmly in the middle of the street.
When the buildings behind fall down, he has no room to resist.
What's more, at this time, he didn't want to resist.
He just hugged little nineteen.
Whether it's the real feeling of hugging, or the knife that small nineteen inserted in his heart.
It made him feel like he could fill the void.
People who can use the pain of the body to transfer the emptiness of the soul are undoubtedly happy.
"Brother..."
At this time, my sister felt that she did not dare, or that she did not want to disturb Lu Xin.
She gently hugged Lu Xin's arm, put her head on his shoulder, and looked at Lu Xin's little nineteen.
"She's not afraid now."
She said softly.
Lu Xin can also feel it. Little nineteen is no longer struggling so fiercely at this time.
She even felt that she wanted to pull the knife out of Lu Xin's body.
However, such a compact and cramped space, such an action she can not do.
This should be the monster gave up to continue to pollute her, instead of building one by one on Lu Xin's body, so when Lu Xin was buried in the street, in the pollution of small nineteen, he had the upper hand..
"Damn, damn, damn..."
In the dark, my father is scolding angrily, because he can't see anything, so he can only rely on his own induction.
In Lu Xin's feeling, he seems to see a tall shadow.
He stood by his side, with his thick shoulders, carrying the falling building, supporting a small space.
It was his action that saved Lu Xin, his younger sister and little nineteen.
Just, that building by building, is increasing the weight, his temper, has been thoroughly angered.
Originally, he didn't want to interfere in the affairs between Lu Xin and Xiao 19. Even when Xiao 19 attacked Lu Xin, he chose to be silent. But at this time, his anger rose and he began to become irritable. All kinds of discontent began to ring out
"Do you only cry here with little girls in your arms?"
"Are you just going to let the rubbish outside smash a city on you?"
"Don't you think everything you show is too hypocritical?"
“……”
The curse of his father made Lu Xin recover a little.
What are you afraid of?
Compared with little nineteen, this monster is of course unimportant.
But it is no longer important to clean up. After all, one is doing the job by oneself, and the other is considering educating relatives.
So, now that's the real power of the monster?
He thought of the content of the special pollution training course: cleaning up special pollution is not a fight between children.
The focus is on the word "fight".
The quality of pollution lies in the spread, so cutting off the spread and cleaning up the source is the most important thing.
We can't solve any problem by beating up the pollution sources.
Zhao Shiming undoubtedly thought about the essence of this problem. At the beginning, he really felt the suppression of the power level through the body of the "God", so he pursued the capable people of the United team, which was a pleasant feeling.
But it's just "powerful" that one is used to understanding.
No matter how crazy he is, he is also a powerful researcher. He soon thought that the power of "God" is not used in this way.
So now he has made the right choice.
Pollution!
First, by polluting the buffalo City, the flesh and blood monsters hidden in the dark corner, we can strengthen the "God" itself.
And then, by polluting the more than 100000 refugees in Buffalo City, we can expand the spiritual level.
With the growth of spiritual level, we can control ourselves better.
……
For a special cleaner, it's his job to stop this kind of pollution and solve the pollution source
But how?
It's obvious that even my father has been suppressed at this time.
Unless you give him more trust?
I've given my father 70% of the trust, but it's unintentional.
Now I have given my father 50% or so of trust, but I can't solve the problem.
So, this time, do you need to give him more than 70% trust?
Lu Xin thought about this problem seriously.
He was not sure what his father would do when he had more than 70% freedom?
I can't control him at all
……
"Waste, waste..."
Father's curse, more and more loud.
Around the building, issued a toothache creak.
There's a huge shock coming from all around. It seems that there are bigger buildings falling on it.
The father, who supported the building on his shoulder, also shook his body obviously. He was not good at this kind of protection originally, but now he did it because he was forced to do it, but he couldn't protect it. His anger was completely out of control.
"Big... Big monster..."
Suddenly, in his arms, sounded a thin voice.
Lu Xin's body trembled slightly, and the memory of being dyed red by blood flashed through his mind again.
I did kill little nineteen.
Small nineteen small body, still in his arms.
The longer I hold the little nineteen, the more real and deep the empty feeling in my heart.
He clearly remembers that when Xiao 19 was killed by himself, his face was covered with blood, and many other bloody faces appeared in his mind from time to time. He looked at himself with frightened eyes. Were those... Killed when he became a monster?
Lu Xin is really afraid at this time.
He was afraid that he would become... A real monster again!
There are many friends in this city.
If you become a monster, will Chen Jing, gecko, the short girl in central city who you just met, and the doctor you like so much... Be killed by you, just like other people?
Will one day, they have become their own memories, a blood stained face?
A deep loss once again enveloped Lu Xin.
He felt that he could defeat the "God" outside, but he hesitated in his heart.
It's like grabbing a knife and killing the enemy.
But he didn't know if he would open his eyes and find that he had killed more people
……
Boom!
Above buffalo City, the bright red tentacles once again rolled up a broken building and smashed in front of it.
Looking at the mountain like building debris in front of him, his six eyes became indifferent, and the tentacles around him unconsciously raised.
It's like a real "God" proclaiming his power.
And in the open streets of the city, in the dark shadows.
The strange material made up of blood vessels and nerves has spread to the outer city and to the places where the vagrants gather.
Shasha.
They make the sound of snakes crawling, extending to buildings and houses.
Outside the city, the outpost was still watching.
In front of a spared building, the capable people in the central city and Qinggang stood blankly, looking up at the "God"!
……
Under the endless ruins, Lu Xin felt tired.
Hate, anger, sadness, fear, all kinds of emotions, at the same time intertwined in his heart.
Chaos!
He felt so chaotic that once again he felt decadent and wanted to forget everything.
"Big monster..."
It was when Lu Xin's emotions reached the acme that a small head leaned on his shoulder.
Small nineteen seems to finally adapt to the embrace of Lu Xin, she honestly stayed in the embrace of Lu Xin.
He said in a soft voice, like some somniloquy
"The big monster promised the little monster that he would take the little monsters out of here..."
“……”
"Hum..."
Lu Xin suddenly felt that there was a bomb in his mind.
This sentence, like a key, instantly opened more of his memory.
They sat in the pale and cold laboratory, passing each other's voices through the small window.
"Monsters, this is a group of little monsters..."
There are often voices outside the door, with fear and disdain.
These voices seem to relieve some people's sense of guilt, so they often talk like this, as if as long as they treat these children as monsters, then everything they do on the operating table has a just reason, and they don't have to be blamed for it. What's most terrible is that they not only say that they are monsters, but also sometimes they don't have to be blamed for it, And let the kids admit it.
"Say, are you monsters?"
"You are more crazy than the madmen outside the city. You have become more disgusting monsters..."
“……”
The children all accepted this saying. After all, adults can't be wrong.
But, occasionally, there are some doubts in their little heads.
The most timid little nineteen, huddled in the corner, did not dare to cry aloud, but Lu Xin remembered her voice
"But, little monster, will also be afraid of pain..."
“……”
For a moment, Lu Xin's expression completely out of control.
The muscles on the face are twisting and crawling like earthworms.
Those fragmentary memories, at this moment, become a complete circle.
He still can't think of all the details of things, but one thing, completely appeared in his mind.
He thought of the faces of little nineteen and many other people. They regarded themselves as hope. They were all small monsters, and they were big monsters. So the little monsters looked at themselves with eager eyes, hoping that the big monsters could take them away from that place.
Big monsters have promised small monsters that they will take them and escape from that terrible place.
……
It turns out that I'm really a monster.
We're all monsters.
It turns out that little nineteen is not afraid of himself.
She just thought of herself
She had been asking for help from the moment she thought of herself
……
On her twisted face, Lu Xin burst into tears.
He forced to hold small nineteen, shaking said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"How could I forget such an important thing..."
Lu Xin felt that he had a little more life experience.
When the buildings on both sides are pulled down by the monster and smashed on themselves, the surroundings have become pitch black, and the buildings are folded in front of them, completely blocking all the light and accumulating all the space.
Boom! Boom!
Violent sound, still continue, that is the monster will be more buildings, hit their own body.
Is it playing with building blocks?
When the buildings on both sides fell, Lu Xin tried to resist.
It's just that the force transformed from the weight can't be resisted by the mental impact or the distorted force field at all.
With a bang, it fell down completely.
Even if he could use his sister's strength, he couldn't escape. He was covered firmly in the middle of the street.
When the buildings behind fall down, he has no room to resist.
What's more, at this time, he didn't want to resist.
He just hugged little nineteen.
Whether it's the real feeling of hugging, or the knife that small nineteen inserted in his heart.
It made him feel like he could fill the void.
People who can use the pain of the body to transfer the emptiness of the soul are undoubtedly happy.
"Brother..."
At this time, my sister felt that she did not dare, or that she did not want to disturb Lu Xin.
She gently hugged Lu Xin's arm, put her head on his shoulder, and looked at Lu Xin's little nineteen.
"She's not afraid now."
She said softly.
Lu Xin can also feel it. Little nineteen is no longer struggling so fiercely at this time.
She even felt that she wanted to pull the knife out of Lu Xin's body.
However, such a compact and cramped space, such an action she can not do.
This should be the monster gave up to continue to pollute her, instead of building one by one on Lu Xin's body, so when Lu Xin was buried in the street, in the pollution of small nineteen, he had the upper hand..
"Damn, damn, damn..."
In the dark, my father is scolding angrily, because he can't see anything, so he can only rely on his own induction.
In Lu Xin's feeling, he seems to see a tall shadow.
He stood by his side, with his thick shoulders, carrying the falling building, supporting a small space.
It was his action that saved Lu Xin, his younger sister and little nineteen.
Just, that building by building, is increasing the weight, his temper, has been thoroughly angered.
Originally, he didn't want to interfere in the affairs between Lu Xin and Xiao 19. Even when Xiao 19 attacked Lu Xin, he chose to be silent. But at this time, his anger rose and he began to become irritable. All kinds of discontent began to ring out
"Do you only cry here with little girls in your arms?"
"Are you just going to let the rubbish outside smash a city on you?"
"Don't you think everything you show is too hypocritical?"
“……”
The curse of his father made Lu Xin recover a little.
What are you afraid of?
Compared with little nineteen, this monster is of course unimportant.
But it is no longer important to clean up. After all, one is doing the job by oneself, and the other is considering educating relatives.
So, now that's the real power of the monster?
He thought of the content of the special pollution training course: cleaning up special pollution is not a fight between children.
The focus is on the word "fight".
The quality of pollution lies in the spread, so cutting off the spread and cleaning up the source is the most important thing.
We can't solve any problem by beating up the pollution sources.
Zhao Shiming undoubtedly thought about the essence of this problem. At the beginning, he really felt the suppression of the power level through the body of the "God", so he pursued the capable people of the United team, which was a pleasant feeling.
But it's just "powerful" that one is used to understanding.
No matter how crazy he is, he is also a powerful researcher. He soon thought that the power of "God" is not used in this way.
So now he has made the right choice.
Pollution!
First, by polluting the buffalo City, the flesh and blood monsters hidden in the dark corner, we can strengthen the "God" itself.
And then, by polluting the more than 100000 refugees in Buffalo City, we can expand the spiritual level.
With the growth of spiritual level, we can control ourselves better.
……
For a special cleaner, it's his job to stop this kind of pollution and solve the pollution source
But how?
It's obvious that even my father has been suppressed at this time.
Unless you give him more trust?
I've given my father 70% of the trust, but it's unintentional.
Now I have given my father 50% or so of trust, but I can't solve the problem.
So, this time, do you need to give him more than 70% trust?
Lu Xin thought about this problem seriously.
He was not sure what his father would do when he had more than 70% freedom?
I can't control him at all
……
"Waste, waste..."
Father's curse, more and more loud.
Around the building, issued a toothache creak.
There's a huge shock coming from all around. It seems that there are bigger buildings falling on it.
The father, who supported the building on his shoulder, also shook his body obviously. He was not good at this kind of protection originally, but now he did it because he was forced to do it, but he couldn't protect it. His anger was completely out of control.
"Big... Big monster..."
Suddenly, in his arms, sounded a thin voice.
Lu Xin's body trembled slightly, and the memory of being dyed red by blood flashed through his mind again.
I did kill little nineteen.
Small nineteen small body, still in his arms.
The longer I hold the little nineteen, the more real and deep the empty feeling in my heart.
He clearly remembers that when Xiao 19 was killed by himself, his face was covered with blood, and many other bloody faces appeared in his mind from time to time. He looked at himself with frightened eyes. Were those... Killed when he became a monster?
Lu Xin is really afraid at this time.
He was afraid that he would become... A real monster again!
There are many friends in this city.
If you become a monster, will Chen Jing, gecko, the short girl in central city who you just met, and the doctor you like so much... Be killed by you, just like other people?
Will one day, they have become their own memories, a blood stained face?
A deep loss once again enveloped Lu Xin.
He felt that he could defeat the "God" outside, but he hesitated in his heart.
It's like grabbing a knife and killing the enemy.
But he didn't know if he would open his eyes and find that he had killed more people
……
Boom!
Above buffalo City, the bright red tentacles once again rolled up a broken building and smashed in front of it.
Looking at the mountain like building debris in front of him, his six eyes became indifferent, and the tentacles around him unconsciously raised.
It's like a real "God" proclaiming his power.
And in the open streets of the city, in the dark shadows.
The strange material made up of blood vessels and nerves has spread to the outer city and to the places where the vagrants gather.
Shasha.
They make the sound of snakes crawling, extending to buildings and houses.
Outside the city, the outpost was still watching.
In front of a spared building, the capable people in the central city and Qinggang stood blankly, looking up at the "God"!
……
Under the endless ruins, Lu Xin felt tired.
Hate, anger, sadness, fear, all kinds of emotions, at the same time intertwined in his heart.
Chaos!
He felt so chaotic that once again he felt decadent and wanted to forget everything.
"Big monster..."
It was when Lu Xin's emotions reached the acme that a small head leaned on his shoulder.
Small nineteen seems to finally adapt to the embrace of Lu Xin, she honestly stayed in the embrace of Lu Xin.
He said in a soft voice, like some somniloquy
"The big monster promised the little monster that he would take the little monsters out of here..."
“……”
"Hum..."
Lu Xin suddenly felt that there was a bomb in his mind.
This sentence, like a key, instantly opened more of his memory.
They sat in the pale and cold laboratory, passing each other's voices through the small window.
"Monsters, this is a group of little monsters..."
There are often voices outside the door, with fear and disdain.
These voices seem to relieve some people's sense of guilt, so they often talk like this, as if as long as they treat these children as monsters, then everything they do on the operating table has a just reason, and they don't have to be blamed for it. What's most terrible is that they not only say that they are monsters, but also sometimes they don't have to be blamed for it, And let the kids admit it.
"Say, are you monsters?"
"You are more crazy than the madmen outside the city. You have become more disgusting monsters..."
“……”
The children all accepted this saying. After all, adults can't be wrong.
But, occasionally, there are some doubts in their little heads.
The most timid little nineteen, huddled in the corner, did not dare to cry aloud, but Lu Xin remembered her voice
"But, little monster, will also be afraid of pain..."
“……”
For a moment, Lu Xin's expression completely out of control.
The muscles on the face are twisting and crawling like earthworms.
Those fragmentary memories, at this moment, become a complete circle.
He still can't think of all the details of things, but one thing, completely appeared in his mind.
He thought of the faces of little nineteen and many other people. They regarded themselves as hope. They were all small monsters, and they were big monsters. So the little monsters looked at themselves with eager eyes, hoping that the big monsters could take them away from that place.
Big monsters have promised small monsters that they will take them and escape from that terrible place.
……
It turns out that I'm really a monster.
We're all monsters.
It turns out that little nineteen is not afraid of himself.
She just thought of herself
She had been asking for help from the moment she thought of herself
……
On her twisted face, Lu Xin burst into tears.
He forced to hold small nineteen, shaking said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"How could I forget such an important thing..."