Perhaps, some problems that can't be chatted with others and are wrong when chatting with them can be well expressed in front of their families.

After thinking about this problem, Lu Xin's eyes became more stable.

Riding their own motorcycles, all the way toward the vegetable market. Because he had a premonition that this family meeting would be an important one, he attached great importance to it. Of course, buy good things and treat your family well.

What is a good thing?

Lu Xin bought a bottle of wine, 20 yuan, 53 degrees, the label has not been contaminated.

This is my father's favorite.

Then, I went around the vegetable market. Finally, I bought a cake in the cake shop opposite the market.

Mom likes this best.

As for my sister

After thinking about it for a long time, Lu Xin finally bought a box of high-end chocolates in a nearby store.

Price: seven eight.

Lu Xin decided to take out a small piece first, and then give it to her a little bit. After all, it's bad for her teeth to eat too much.

In addition to these, he bought a lot of vegetables. In the process of buying vegetables and bargaining, his mood became more and more calm and even a little happy. Until the end, he drove his motorcycle with big bags and small bags and went back to his home.

Put on the apron, go into the kitchen, in the father's eyes, Dingling clang for a while, a dish out.

It's strange that I seldom cook, but my skill is so good.

After turning on the light and setting the dishes, Lu Xin sat quietly at the dining table, waiting for his family.

This time, the family seemed to see Lu Xin's attention, but they didn't say anything.

My sister quickly climbed down from the ceiling partition and ran to the table to sit. My mother also pushed the door in at the right time. While talking and laughing, she changed her shoes and sat comfortably opposite Lu Xin. She seemed very satisfied with the dishes on the table.

Father was the last one to go to the dining table and sat down heavily, but he was very careful. There was no sound when he pulled the chair.

Even the skinnless little dog, I don't know where to slip out, lying under the table, watching carefully.

……

……

"I haven't talked with you for a long time. I don't think I can avoid the problem all the time."

Lu Xin sat at the table and was the first to pick up a bowl to eat. All the family members looked at him in silence.

The room seemed very quiet.

Mother and father, are just silent looking at Lu Xin, did not speak.

My sister didn't open the damn SpongeBob any more

No skin dog, honestly lying at Lu Xin's feet, several times want to wag his tail, just did not dare to move.

"I do seem to have some problems..."

Lu Xin ate slowly. In the whole room, there was only the monotonous sound of his chopsticks touching the plate when he was picking up vegetables

"I think of a lot of things, and I'm sure my memory is very reliable..."

"But I don't know why. When I think back on those pictures, I often feel like I'm looking at things from a third perspective..."

"Sometimes I feel like I'm not myself anymore. I know what's right, but I don't want to do that. Sometimes, I have done some things, only to find that those things should not be done, but afterwards I do not want to regret

"I like the world and the life now, but sometimes, I still..."

After a pause, he gave his answer

"Feel disgusted."

"So, am I really a very problematic person?"

“……”

He stopped his chopsticks and looked at the family around him with a puzzled look.

"Click..."

The younger sister's body is short. She only shows a small head on the table. Facing Lu Xin's sincere and emotional eyes, she doesn't know what to say. She holds the chocolate in her two hands, bites it crisp, chews it slowly, and looks at Lu Xin strangely.

Father's face was also very strange. His expression changed several times. He seemed to want to sneer and sneer.

But in the end, he just poured a glass of wine and drank it in silence.

No skin dog head up, looked around, and slowly lying on the ground, two claws cover eyes.

The atmosphere in the whole room is a little subtle. It seems that all the atmosphere is combined into a sentence:

You know that?

……

……

"Everyone has some problems..."

Only mom, still with a smile on her face, whispered, "it's just that we're not used to telling people. When you grow up, you will see more things and think more about the world. There will be some cognitive changes. It's normal for you. "

"Yes."

Lu Xin nodded sincerely: "I think so, too."

After watching a circle of family members, my sister who loves climbing walls, my mother who loves reasoning, and my father who loses his temper

Yes, everyone has some problems.

I didn't dislike that my family had problems, and they were really tolerant of me.

After a slight relief, he picked up the meal and said seriously:

"But after serious consideration, I decided to cure myself."

“……”

Next to the table, the faces of the family were even more strange.

For the first time, my sister quietly looked at my father, and my father also shook his head to her.

The two of them seemed a little helpless, as if they were saying:

Just be happy

……

Only mother, still patient and gentle, with a smile: "then how do you plan to cure yourself?"

Lu Xin is holding a bowl and eating slowly.

It seems that only through this kind of action can I keep thinking. After a long time, I slowly said, "I don't know."

Then he looked at his mother quietly and said, "do you have any suggestions?"

"The problem is very complicated..."

In this dim light, my mother slowly showed a delicate smile and said, "there are many different explanations for the concept of cure. Some pollution is only shallow pollution. After erasing it, it will return to the reality and will no longer be affected by pollution."

"Some of the pollution, it is deep in the heart, need to be broken in order to cure."

"But the real pollution can not be completely removed. As long as there is any pollution, it will inevitably leave corresponding traces..."

"You can even understand that pollution is everywhere in the world..."

"It's like a person reading, and not reading, will become two different self."

"You can also understand that reading is not only a kind of pollution, but also a kind of pollution at the level of cognition. Because reading improves one's ability to know, it is no longer the same as before, which means that pollution has changed oneself forever..."

“……”

After saying so much at one go, she gave Lu Xin a gentle and patient look and said in a soft voice:

"So if you want to cure yourself, the most important thing is to understand yourself first..."

"If you think you have a problem, you can understand what makes you have a problem, understand it, and master it..."

"When you fully grasp this power, you will certainly cure yourself..."

“……”

"Well?"

Father and sister, obviously a little surprised, did not seem to think mother would say here.

Their eyes are slightly bright, subconsciously glancing at Lu Xin, looking forward to Lu Xin's reaction.

"It's very reasonable. You really need to know yourself to be a man..."

Lu Xin seriously thought about her mother's words, slowly planed the rice, suddenly said with a smile: "but there seems to be another way."

"Well?"

Mother looked at him curiously.

"The essence of mental pollution is the spread of a mental disease."

"It's a certain trait that affects one's own spirit and makes one's own mental state go wrong."

Lu Xin thought seriously and said: "it's like this experiment of the heaven project. If you thoroughly remove the polluted characteristics of those people in the sea country from their bodies, you can let them recover their original state..."

"Well, if I clean up all the pollution that I have suffered..."

"Shua?"

Listening to Lu Xin's words, my sister and father raised their heads at the same time. Their eyes were even a little frightened and they looked at Lu Xin dead.

The skinnless little dog under the table also pricked up his ears and his eyes looked like a copper bell.

Mother did not speak, just quietly looking at him.

"So I decided..."

Lu Xin also suddenly stopped, as if he was seriously thinking about something.

A few seconds later, he pondered and raised his head slowly. His eyes were very firm.

When he was about to say the answer, his sister, father, mother, and even the skinnless dog pricked up their ears.

It seems that there are some unknown creatures in this empty old building. Listen carefully.

Facing the tension of her family, Lu Xin suddenly laughed and said, "I decided to work harder to face life seriously."

Younger sister: --

Father: --

Mom: "yes."

……

After all, I have worked in the special pollution cleaning department for such a long time, and I still know some basic common sense. When the pollution is cured, there will be some emotional problems, or depression, or sensory disorders, Or a lot of hallucinations and visions with sequelae... "

"It's a problem that even the capable can't solve, because they can't balance themselves."

"The cure is very simple..."

"Our training course is very clear."

"As long as the positive and optimistic face of life, all difficulties will be solved."

He said with a smile: "so as long as I keep a good work and rest, a good law of life, a positive and healthy attitude, a diligent and responsible work attitude, and face the world with a smile, then, no matter what mental problems are, they will gradually recover, right?"

“……”

On the face of the family, there was obviously confusion and some eccentricity.

It seems that I want to subconsciously pile up a smile on my face, but how can I see this smile

"Ding Ling..."

Just then, suddenly the telephone rings, which is very harsh in this empty room.

The ring is from Lu Xin's black bag. It's his satellite phone.

The whole family looked at each other. My sister suddenly jumped up and cried, "I'll answer the phone for my brother..."

Said quickly climbed to Lu Xin's black bag next to the phone, and pressed the answer button.

"Is Mr. Shan Bing there?"

Han Bing's voice came from the phone. In this room, the volume is very loud.

The family was silent, their eyes intertwined.

After a while, Lu Xin said with a smile, "I'm here. What can I do for you?"

Han Bing seems to be stunned for a while, just some unnatural answer: "tomorrow may be something you need to come to the special Qing Department."

Lu Xin nodded and said, "OK, what time is it?"

"Nine in the morning..."

Han Bing replied, and then, she seemed to be hesitant, carefully asked: "Mr. Shan Bing, are you ok?"

Lu Xin was stunned and said with a smile, "I'm ok. Why do you ask that?"

After a while, Han Bing carefully replied, "it's so quiet over there. What are you doing?"

"Quiet?"

Lu Xin was a little surprised and said with a smile, "you heard me wrong. We are holding a family meeting. It's very lively..."

“……”

Han Bing was silent for a while, and then said with a smile, "OK, I won't disturb you..."

"Please..."

After a pause, she said, "say hello to my family for me..."

“……”

"She is really a sensible little girl..."

Lu Xin motioned his sister to hang up the phone, shook her head and laughed, then calmly looked at the family around her.

It seems that I don't understand the reaction of my family: "Why are your expressions so strange? What I just said is wrong?"

"That's right..."

Mom was the first to respond and clapped.

Then my sister and father also breathed a sigh, followed by a happy smile.

The skinnless puppies under the table all whimpered.

The family atmosphere suddenly became warm, and the family members gave Lu Xin their trust and support.

"We will all support you..."