05.07.2026

someone once told me that

it's insanity to do the same thing

over and over, yet expect new results

i know this but still i keep shooting

myself in the foot with overwhelming

expectations, just to be disappointed

whenever i cannot meet them

maybe i am an ourobouros

of self-destruction, a self-fulfilling

prophecy given human form, a

disaster always just waiting to happen,

simply because there are so very

many things i want to do and be,

to create and feel, yet i don't know

how any of them are possible to achieve

without swallowing my own tail

or burning myself to a crisp