[Not a chapter] I lied...

Well... I lied to all of you...

Over a month ago I promised to finish the story, although with a slower schedule. Since then I have been dealing with some real life stuff, and doing research on writing in general. The promise I made was always weighing on my mind, and with every day I didn't fulfill it, the heavier and heavier it got.

I tried to continue with the story, but the result just ended up being forced, boring and generally not up to standard. I kept rewriting the same chapter over and over again, tonight I tried yet again to continue this thing, but I realized I wasn't actually having fun anymore. This whole book started as something interesting and inspiring for me, and now has turned into a dreaded obligation. The constant thoughts of "you need to make money, not waste time on a failed story" are not doing wonders either...

I like the book, but I am burned out from it either. Every time I force myself to continue, I end up hating it more and more, which is not healthy at all... So I am reluctantly calling the end here. It is not fair to you the readers, since you deserve to get a conclusion, and on top of that I did promise not to end it, but I just can't force myself to finish it either...

So yeah... I perfectly understand if you are frustrated, both for the hiatus and for lying to you, all I can say is that I apologize for misleading you.