Chapter 14: The Shepherd In The Darkness
Chapter 14: The Shepherd In The Darkness
The darkness in the lower dungeons of Marchand was not merely an absence of light; it was a heavy, suffocating presence that clung to the skin. Barison Veril sat on the stone floor of his cell, back pressed against the stone walls. His body was a map of aches. He shifted against the cold stone and felt the burning in his thigh where he had taken the blow from William; the split lip that he had received still hurt, but it had long since stopped bleeding leaving behind a dull throbbing. Despite the pain and discomfort, there was a lightness within him that he had not felt in many hours, and the reason was no secret.
The screaming had finally stopped.
For much of the night, the dungeons had rung with the desperate shrieks of a man being systematically undone. To Barison each scream had been a stab in his heart, a reminder of the inherent cruelty in humanity. He had offered up many prayers for peace, but they had gone unanswered, and the sounds of his unmaking haunted Barison. No man deserved the penalty of death, and certainly not in this way.
When the crying had finally stopped he heard a name whispered as if a prayer. The name had been familiar, Lord Brock. With the name came a deep welling of sadness, to put a name to the sounds of murder. Yes, Lord Brock was a man loud and full of his own self importance, but he had been a decent man, someone well spoken of in the circles that Barison frequented. Someone who had been trying to make change in an Empire, to make the city of Marchand a better place.
But that dream had come to the dark, and under the jailer’s practiced hands it had died. The screams had been wet, ragged and uncontrolled at the start, still filled with the life of someone fighting. Near the end they had become something different, a sound that one could not tell as human. Now that too had stopped, leaving a silence behind that none were brave enough to break save for their own ragged whimpers of fear.
Barison closed his eyes and let his head thud back against the stone. He began to pray. He did not ask for his own release; he had lived long enough to know that deliverance often took forms a man did not expect. Instead, he prayed for the souls of those who had died that day. For the peace and protection of those around him. He also prayed for the soldiers who had butchered their own neighbors, asking that the weight of their sins not crush them before they could find a path to salvation. And he prayed for Lord Brock.
"He is a brother," Barison whispered. "A flawed man, but a brother nonetheless. Do not let his spirit wander in the dark alone. Do not let his cries go unanswered, or his pain to linger."
He kept his voice low, but in the gloom his voice carried.
"Who’s there?"
It was a quiet voice, uncertain, filled with fear. “Who are you talking to?"
"I am talking to the Creator," Barison replied gently. "And I am talking to you, if you wish to listen."
"There is no Creator here," the woman’s voice sobbed. The sobs came muffled as if she were burying her face in her hands. After a moment there was a shaky breath, and then she spoke again. "What god would allow this pain? Would allow the cruelty? What god would let them take my boys from me?Even now I dont know whats become of them. I can’t-"
The voice cutoff and fell into heart wrenching sobs, and Barison felt an ache that was not of the body. He shifted closer toward the iron bars that separated their iron cages. Through the gloom, he could see the faint, trembling outline of a woman huddled in the corner of the adjacent cell.
"Tell me about them," Barison said. "Tell me their names."
The woman did not speak at first, and Barison let the silence be. He did not press, instead letting her breathe and compose herself.. "Kael and Toth. Kael is seven. Toth is only four. We lived in the small shack right across the Garden District wall, near the old flour mill. When the wall broke... when that noise woke us... the guards came. They didn't ask questions. They just grabbed us. They took them from me; they took my boys away.”
“I’m sorry,” more ragged hitching breaths from the woman as she tried to regain her composure. After some time she began again, voice a faint shadow of what it had been even a moment before. Frail and empty.
“Toth, he was crying. He was crying so hard he couldn't breathe, and I cant stop thinking about it. Their cries, . I haven't heard what happened to them, or where they were taken. I haven't heard anything but the screaming from the end of the hall. I keep thinking that I should have fought harder, that I could have done more."
Barison felt that familiar ache grow into something more, the memories he had long sought to forget. The bottle called then, stronger than he had felt it in a long time. But Barison did not reach for his flask, did not take the easy way comfort. Instead he reached into his memory and recalled the words of the Cantor that had changed his life. The original texts, not the sanitized abomination that the Inquisitors pushed, but the words spoken from the Cantor, the ones that reminded the believers that every life was but a thread in a single, great soul.
"Listen to me, sister," Barison said.
"The Book of the Cantor says that no child is ever truly lost. They are held in the palm of the world. Even when the walls break and the darkness comes, the light that created them does not turn its back. Kael and Toth are brave. They are brave because they come from you. You must stay strong so that when you find them, you are the mother they remember."
"How can I be strong?" she asked, her voice weighted with a profound weariness. "They are going to kill us all, aren't they? Like the ones in the yard?"
"Our story has not ended yet. Who are we to guess what the Cantor has called us for?" Barison said. "But I know this: Our souls have not been called forward, not yet. The man who runs this prison has forgotten us for the moment. I believe he has found his victim in Lord Brock. Hoff strikes me as a man who seeks the easiest path, and for tonight, he is satisfied. That is a mercy. Use this time to breathe. Use it to remember the faces of your sons. Love is a gift of God, sister, and it is something that no mortal can take from you. No matter what happens, you are Kael and Toth’s mother, and you will be, both in this life and the next."
He began to recite a passage from the Cantor texts, translating the forgotten tongue into the simple words of men and women in pain. He spoke of the sun-bleached cliffs of the south, the scent of fermenting grapes, and the belief that even the smallest act of kindness would ripple across the world like a stone dropped in a pond.
As he spoke, other voices spoke in the dark. A man across the hall asked him to repeat a line about forgiveness. Another, a young girl two cells down just asked that he keep speaking. Barison became a shepherd in the dark, using his words to draw comfort from pain of those around him.
After an hour, the prison fell into a quiet, heavy peace. The woman in the next cell had stopped her sobbing. Barison leaned his head back and let his own words settle in his mind.
He thought about his wife. It had been many years since the sickness took her, but in the darkness of the dungeon, her face was as clear as a summer morning. He remembered her laughter then, and her forgiveness before he even knew how to ask for it. He felt acceptance then, and he knew that even if he died in the dark he would be going to her. He wasn't eager for the end; there was still so much work to do, so many people to help, but he was not afraid.
He thought of the young man he had saved from the noose earlier that day. He didn't know the boy’s name, only the look of pure, shattered shock in his eyes. He sent a silent prayer for him, hoping the boy had found a place to hide. He thought of the little girl with the cut on her head, the one he had wrapped in his own coat.
"Protect them," he whispered. "Let them find a path out of this city of ash."
Barison spent the next few hours moving from one side of his cell to the other, talking to anyone who was still awake. He offered wisdom where he could and silence when it was needed. He told stories of the Great Sea and the mountains, anything to pull their minds away from the stone walls. He was exhausted, his voice growing hoarse, but he did not stop. He felt that as long as he was speaking, the darkness would not fully claim them.
The peace was shattered by the sound of heavy iron doors groaning open at the far end of the hallway and the rhythmic thud of armored boots. A flickering orange glow grew brighter, casting long shadows against the cell walls. Barison stood up, his joints popping in the cold.
The jailer appeared first, skin pale and clammy, but eyes fever bright and glittering in the darkness. Behind him were two guards dragging a broken figure between them.
It was Lord Brock.
The man was unrecognizable. His fine silk tunics were shredded and soaked in blood. His face was a mask of open flesh and deep wounds that left a gory trail on the floor as they dragged him. Brock’s head hung low, chin resting on his chest, and his feet dragged uselessly along the stones. His feet were gone, leaving only ragged stumps.
The jailer stopped in front of Barison’s cell. He looked at Barison with a wide sneer.
"You're one of those religious nuts from the south, right?" the jailer asked mockingly. "I've been hearing you blathering all night. You think you're a real saint, don't you?"
Barison did shrink from the charge. "I am a man who believes in the value of life, brother. Something you seem to have forgotten."
The jailer laughed. The guard to his left, a young man with a cruel mouth joined him.
"Brother?" the jailer mocked. "I ain't your brother, old man. But since you like to talk so much, I've got a little gift for you till morning. You can spend the rest of the night preaching Lord Brock back to life. He’s a bit quiet now, but maybe your 'Creator' can regrow his tongue in time for his hanging."
The jailer turned the key in Barison’s lock and the door screeched open. The two guards heaved Brock forward, tossing him onto the floor like a sack of grain where he hit with a wet thud.
"Have fun, saint," the jailer sneered.
Barison looked at the third guard. She was a middle-aged woman with a weathered face. Unlike the others, she did not laugh. She wouldn't even look at Barison. Her eyes were fixed on the floor, her hand gripping her spear too tight. Barison saw the trouble in her face, the flicker of a soul that was starting to realize the horror of what it was serving.
"The light sees you, sister," Barison said softly to her.
She flinched as if he had struck her. The jailer slammed the cell door shut and locked it.
"Shut up, old man," the jailer snapped, the mockery gone in an instant replaced with a sharp irritation.
They move away then, their torchlight fading until the dungeon was once again plunged into darkness.
Barison didn't wait. He dropped to his knees beside the broken form of Lord Brock. He gently turned the man over onto his back. Brock let out a low, bubbling groan.
"Easy, brother," Barison whispered. "I am here. You are not alone."
His eyes turned to the wounds, and his blood ran cold. It was horrific. Brock’s mouth was a ruin; the jailer had clearly used pliers or a hammer to remove most of the man’s teeth, and his tongue had suffered a similar fate. His fingers were bent at unnatural angles, and several were missing. Brock’s legs... Barison felt the bone broken in several spots, punched through the skin in sharp places, and several spots cauterized to keep him from dying too soon. Below the shins he had no feet, only mangled, burnt and bloody stumps.
Barison began to work. He didn't have much, he knew how to clean a wound and wrap a break, and even as he set to work he felt the futility of the effort. Still, he tore the remaining strips of his own tunic into bandages. He used the small amount of water he had left in his tin cup to dab at the cuts on Brock’s face, cleaning away the filth so the man could breathe, and tilting his head to the side so the blood and bile would not suffocate him.
As he worked, Barison felt a rare anger building. He looked at the bars of his cell.
"You call this law?" Barison shouted into the darkness, his voice echoing in the dungeons. "You call this justice? To tear a man apart like a piece of meat? There is no honor in this! This is the work of cowards and monsters! "
A guard yelled for him to be quiet, but Barison ignored it. He turned back to Brock and reached into his hidden pocket, his fingers closing around the cool metal of a small flask. It was his last reserve, a burning liquor that soothed the worst memories his mind could conjure up.
He unscrewed the cap. The sharp burning scent of the liquor filled his nostrils
"Drink this," Barison said, lifting Brock’s head. "It will not fix the bones, but it will dull the fire."
He carefully poured a small amount of the liquid into Brock’s mouth. The man coughed, a wet choking sound, but he managed to swallow. Some of the tension left Brock’s body as the alcohol hit his system. Barison took a long swig himself, feeling the familiar burn slide down his throat. It did not make him happy, but it steadied his nerves.
Lord Brock’s eyes flickered open for a moment. They were bloodshot and unfocused. He looked at Barison, his ruined mouth moving as if trying to form a word. No sound came out, only bloody drops.
"Don't try to speak," Barison said, cradling the man’s head in his lap. "There is no need for confessions here. Not to me. I know who you are, and I know what they have done to you. You are a Brother of the Cantor now, whether you know the words or not."
Barison began to hum. It was a low tune from the southern monasteries, a song used to soothe the sick of mind. A simple thing, but one that filled the space all the same. He sat there in the dark, a failed merchant and a broken nobleman, two men who had lived lives of greed and ambition staring into oblivion together.
"The Book speaks of the end as just a beginning," Barison whispered. "It says that the soul is like a bird that has been kept in a cage. When the cage breaks, the bird flies home. Do not be afraid of the flight, Brock. The North, the South, the Empire... it is all just dust. The only thing that lasts is the kindness we leave behind."
Brock’s breathing slowed. It became less labored, but still shallow.. He would speak no more words, and he didn't regain consciousness, but he seemed to settle into a deep calm. Barison didn't stop the gentle tune. He continued to hold the man, dabbing at the wounds that wouldn't stop seeping, offering the only thing he had left: his presence.
Hours passed. The air in the dungeon grew colder as the night deepened. Barison’s own strength was failing. He felt the weight of his age, and the weight of the soul before him. His tune had faded to a whisper, and his eyes kept sliding shut. But every time he felt himself drifting he forced himself to open them, to remain with Lord Brock in his final moments.
"I am here," he would mutter. "I am here."
As the first faint light of morning began to bleed through the high slits in the upper walls of the dungeon, Barison felt a profound exhaustion take hold of him. The orange torchlight of the night was gone, replaced by the pale, cold reality of a new day.
Barison leaned his back against the bars of the cell door. He looked out at the hallway. He could hear the city waking up. He heard the distant tolling of a bell and the faint rumble of a cart on the cobblestones far above.
"Even in the darkest corners, the light always finds a way," Barison whispered.
He felt the weight of the night finally crushing his resolve. He watched the grey light crawl across the floor of his cell, illuminating the dust motes that danced in the air. He felt a strange sense of peace. He had done what he could. He had been a shield for a boy, a voice for a mother, and a shepherd for a dying man.
His eyes closed. His breathing matched the slow, weak rhythm of the man he was cradling. As sleep finally claimed him, Barison Veril didn't dream of the dungeon or the blood. He dreamed of the southern cliffs, the smell of ocean air, and a woman with a laugh like music waiting for him at the edge of the sea.
In the silence of the morning, the shepherd of shadows finally rested, while the city of Marchand prepared for another day of secrets and lies. But in the lower dungeons, for one night, the darkness had not been absolute. A small, flickering light had sparked, and as the sun rose, that light remained, waiting for the next storm to break.
The morning guards arrived an hour later. When they looked into the cell, they found two men huddled together in the straw. They saw the merchant, his face peaceful despite the grime, and the broken councilman, an oddly calm expression eternally frozen on his stiff face. The older female guard from the night before stood at the back of the group. She looked at Barison, and for the first time, she didn't look away. She reached up and touched two fingers to her heart, her fingers trembling, as if she were seeing something she didn't yet have the words to describe.
The world of Marchand was changing, and though the Governor didn't know it yet, the first cracks were appearing not in the walls of the palace, but in the hearts of the people who guarded them. Barison Veril slept on, unaware that his small act of mercy had planted a seed that even the Inquisition would find impossible to uproot. This was no longer just about power; it was about the quiet, stubborn endurance of the human spirit in the face of the dark. And in that, there was a hope that no dungeon could ever truly contain