17.

warning; 🔞

I slowly unbuttoned my shirt, my eyes lingering on his beautiful ones. They were wide, as if he was confused whether to continue staring or to look away. His gaze finally followed my hand as my black shirt fell to the bed. I placed my hand on his slender hand, pulling it up until it rested around my neck.

The intense heat of my hand against his face, the way he looked so unsure of himself, created a strange feeling-nothing like his earlier boldness.

"You're not getting away today," I said, running my hand over his soft, supple bottom, tracing the line of his slim waist. "What would you like to do?"

The question wasn't that embarrassing in my eyes. Others I'd been with might have quickly responded with a vulgar suggestion of what they wanted to do, or what they wanted me to do. But Blue was immediately startled. He was silent for several seconds, seeming caught off guard, then suddenly closed his eyes and leaned in for a kiss.
A small... kiss.

I tilted my head, drawing his full lips into mine, and our tongues intertwined. My heart was pounding, but I forced myself to remain calm and slow, moving my hands across his waist, ribs, and smooth chest.

Even without looking, my imagination was running wild.

"Stop..." Blue's voice was breathless. The moment our lips parted, I moved to his white neck, licking the soft skin slowly before gently biting and sucking without leaving a mark.

The closer he pressed against me, the stronger the scent of his light soap became, mirroring my own desire. Blue hesitated before wriggling against me, then lowered his hips, his eyes meeting mine.

"You're hard," he whispered.

How could it not happen? You're grinding against me like this.

"Now that it's happened, what should we do with it...?" I smirked, guiding his small hand lower until it rested on the edge of my pants. Blue was silent for a moment. He still seemed hesitant, his gaze drifting lower and lower until it settled on my bare stomach. His fingertips traced lazy circles, sending shivers down my spine.

"I want to do it."

That declaration was unexpected. I raised an eyebrow. This wasn't the first time Blue had mentioned doing it, but this time felt different. I lifted a hand to caress his soft cheek, using my thumb to trace his beautiful lips. My mind filled with countless expletives as he began to suck on my finger again, his sharp teeth scraping against my skin alternating with his nimble tongue.

"Do you know what that means?" I pressed my finger deeper, touching the tip of his warm tongue, causing his pretty face to lift slightly, his mouth opening slightly, revealing his interior.

I felt like I was going to die as I swept my finger over his small tongue, sensing the wet, warm moisture of his mouth.

Blue didn't answer my question, but his hand went lower, confidently undoing my buttons and zipper while our eyes remained locked.

"Let's try it again," Why not? Today, hands are good, but asking to use his mouth instead?

Even better.

"Have you done this before?"

Seeing him nod slightly, a small smile tugged at the corner of my lips. I rolled over and moved closer to the headboard. While the room was still somewhat lit from outside, the lack of interior lights kept things relatively dim. It would probably help Blue, at least a little, in this situation.

As I pulled down my pants, he started to lean in, his beautiful eyes looking up at me as I slowly revealed myself. The smaller body let out a soft breath as I brought his delicate hand to my touch.

Even though he said he'd done it before, he clearly wasn't that experienced, and hadn't done it very often. His expression and movements alone showed how nervous he was. Giving him complete control only made him even more awkward and clumsy.

What to do? This is too tempting.

I moved closer, pressing my lips hard against his soft ones, running my tongue along the center of his mouth. Then, in a low voice, I whispered an instruction:

"Use this more."

Blue's face flushed crimson. He pursed his lips, but readily nodded. My member filled his hand perfectly before he began slow, up-and-down strokes.

"I might not be good at this," he cautioned softly, as he moved lower.

I didn't respond, just tucked a stray strand of hair from his forehead, revealing his
perfectly-shaped face. The closer he got, the more intense, and almost suffocating, the
feeling became. Blue took a deep breath, as if gathering his courage. His hand continued its rhythm, moving from base to tip before he began timidly kissing my member, unsure kisses scattered all over. Then he started using his tongue, short, hesitant licks, as if tasting a sweet treat. The broken rhythm only intensified my desire.

I waited patiently until Blue opened his mouth completely, taking me fully into his mouth. The warmth and wetness I'd just felt with my fingertips now enveloped me completely. Blue moved a hand lower, gripping the base, his face pressed down lower and lower.

The blue light of the evening sky filtered through the window, illuminating the room and his small face. Long lashes fluttered with each blink. I tensed my stomach, resisting the urge to thrust in, instead using my own strength to guide his beautiful face up and down.

"Mmm."

Blue glanced up, checking my reaction. Seeing me bite my lip, he seemed emboldened and sucked harder. His fingertips remained clinging to my pants. He choked slightly when I went
deeper than before, my member lightly scraping against his teeth.

"Don't use your teeth," I murmured, gently pulling him back. "Open your mouth."
Blue opened his mouth readily. I inserted my thumb, teasing his saliva-coated tongue before tracing it across his upper and lower lip.

"Use your tongue. Okay? Just your tongue and lips."

He nodded rapidly, responding by licking from base to tip. The sight made me release him and run a hand through my own hair. I felt like I was losing control by the second.
I'm trying to be gentle, that's why I'm enduring this.

When will he get better?

I'll make him drown in it later.

Blue forcefully lapped his tongue across the top before slowly sucking me into his mouth, pressing his lips around me carefully avoiding his teeth. His tongue swept all around. His warm breath hitched as he went deeper. I ran my hands through my hair again, repeatedly trying to restrain myself from thrusting back. It's too much to expect deep intimacy from someone inexperienced on their first time. Or maybe I should just go for it.

"Blue," I spoke softly. The smaller one looked up, eyes slightly unfocused, even as his face continued its rhythmic motion. I held my breath, gently cupping his head in my hands. "Can you... keep practicing?"

Without waiting for an answer, I slowly pushed deeper. Blue instinctively dug his nails into my hips, but still cooperated by pressing his head down.

"More..."

The warm pressure of his mouth was intense. A virgin might have already come just from this. I bit my lip, trailed a finger through his soft hair, and began slow, deliberate thrusts to allow him to adjust. A wave of intense pleasure washed over me.

Blue's face contorted. Tears welled in his eyes, glittering in the window light. Despite his innocent-looking face, his lips frantically clamped down and licked, creating a continuous, guttural sound.

"Mmm!"

"Fuck," I gritted my teeth, losing control and thrusting faster. Blue protested in his throat, but his mouth tightened around me, as if trying to swallow me whole. His slender fingers dug into my hips, holding me still as he began moving his head faster, his saliva slicking my member.

This quick-witted person was going to drive me crazy. The licking, the sucking, the rhythm of strong and soft strokes. Even though he couldn't fully take me in yet and it took longer than others, this was already amazing.

"Blue, I'm about to come," I murmured to let him know. I gently kissed his cheek and pulled back slightly, before quickly taking my member back in my hand, intending to finish myself.

But suddenly the little rascal licked his lips and opened his mouth again.

Damn it!

Just as I was on the verge of climax, the sight of that triggered an instant change of plans. I plunged back onto his mouth with a strong thrust, the ejaculate shooting into his warm mouth.

Blue furrowed his brows, eyes squeezed shut in surprise. His slender hand loosely covered mine. Cloudy semen smeared his mouth and tongue, dripping down his chin. His narrow eyes slowly opened, watching me as he closed his mouth and swallowed the cum. Not content, his small tongue darted out to clean the semen from the corner of his mouth before opening again to show me the slightly remaining trace inside.

"Come here," I chuckled softly, pulling him in for a hard kiss. "Trying to please me, huh?"

I knew exactly what it tasted like. It wasn't sweet or delicious, not at all like in porn. I
wondered if he did it because he wanted to know what it was like, or if he was just trying to please me. But whatever the reason, the final image was so hot it made me want to push in again urgently.

"Did you like it?" Blue asked softly, a smile playing on his lips.

I nodded my head lightly, crushing my lips to his in another intense kiss, using my tongue to explore his teeth and warm tongue. I pulled Blue closer, moving my kisses down his white neck, nibbling lightly at the delicate skin of his collarbone before slipping my hands in to caress his waist and fragile chest.

"Let me return the favor," I said, stopping my fingers at his soft nipples and kneading them until they hardened. I smirked, pulling his tender skin, moving lower and lower before slowly teasingly licking his erect nipples.

"Ah," Blue flinched, but a moment later arched into me, his hands gripping my hair tightly.

I circled my tongue, the sound of his ragged breathing filling the air. Glancing up, I saw his flushed, embarrassed face; his lower lip was bitten raw and white.

"I...," his words trailed off as my lips moved towards his navel and smooth stomach. He
arched into me, unable to restrain himself. As he realized what I was doing he started to pull away, I quickly wrapped my arms around him, using my sharp teeth to lightly rip the waistband of his elastic shorts.

"Uh, you... could you not use your mouth?"
"If I don't use my mouth, what do you want me to use?" I raised an eyebrow. I knew what he meant, but I wanted to make him say it.

"Just... use your hands."

"Really?"

He pursed his lips and hesitantly nodded.
What was this? Suddenly, he was so cute and shy. A moment ago he was completely
different. I glanced at his face, then at the mirror behind him.

"Do you want to face me, or do you want to turn your back?" I playfully offered choices.

Either way, I didn't mind, but if he chose the latter...

"Can I turn my back?" he quickly asked.

"Sure. Turn your back and sit down here." I pressed another kiss to his flat stomach before letting him turn around and pulling his pants down from his hips. Because he was so small, like a typical Asian male who doesn't work out, I could see everything clearly. His body was so slight that standing sex wouldn't be a problem at all.

Blue pressed his back against me. His legs trembled slightly when my hand found its target; the fit was perfect. Removing his underwear and seeing him completely exposed made him even shyer, to the point that he almost buried his face in his chest.
The wetness at the tip clearly betrayed his desire. It seemed like he was about to come, even though I had only used my mouth and there had been minimal contact.

Damn, he's so slutty. What a kid.

"Let me kiss you first," I blew hot breath into his ear until it flushed even redder. I alternately licked and nibbled his soft earlobe before his lips turned towards mine.

His slender body pressed against mine instantly as I began to move my hand. His thighs clenched together, gripping my hand so tightly I could barely move.

"Let go," I asked, playfully using my fingertip to rub firmly against him, causing Blue to tremble. Once he loosened his grip, I used my other hand to lift his slender legs in the air, holding them so he couldn't move.

"Mmm... Ugh..." A soft moan escaped his lips as I varied the rhythm of my hand, alternating between slow and fast, circling the tip and then stroking firmly down to the base. I hid a satisfied smile. I could see how much he enjoyed my touch.

My hand moved around his plump thighs, pulling his full hips upward as I explored his perfect buttocks. The quiet that had been there before was broken again by his moans and the soft skin I felt under my hand.

It was really soft. What I had previously described as bread or something like that, was now even softer.

Damn. Jackpot.

I lowered my gaze to his white chest, flat stomach marked with the indentations from his flexing body, tracing down to the sensitive, beautifully colored area in my hand, and finally to his round buttocks reflected in the mirror. I felt a surge of gratitude to my mother for apparently, and unexpectedly, thrusting this person into my life.

"Ah... Aah... Slower," Blue raised his shirt, biting his lip before I moved my hand from his buttocks back up to playfully tease his nipples. "You... ugh..."

"Want to keep this longer?" I asked softly, kissing his fragrant neck until it flushed slightly, then slowing the pace to give the smaller man a chance to breathe. "Okay?"
Blue nodded, sighing heavily while meeting my gaze.

Not hurrying to finish was good. I could slow the pace down and keep going like this for hours, but to just keep kneading and playing with him like this was also not boring.

"Just a little bit ..." Blue buried his face into the crook of my neck, his slender legs elevated in the air, making wet sounds as they ended up smeared with moisture from my fingers.

"How's that?" I whispered, playfully teasing his ear until he squirmed away.

"Good," he replied briefly.

"It feels really good," I chuckled softly, guiding his chin to look in the direction I wanted. "Look at your face."

He kept his eyes closed or stared at his own body, which was being filled. When forced to look in the mirror, he saw himself in a bare state, pressed against my chest. His bright lips parted in shock.

"Ah... Aah..."

A high-pitched moan escaped his throat as I squeezed tightly and moved my hand rapidly.

His slim body moved uncontrollably, his toes banging down forcefully against the bed beforenhis thighs were forced wider apart. I gripped his delicate legs, leaving handprints on his skin, deliberately changing the rhythm before picking up the pace again, hearing his breaths quicken.

Blue stared at himself in the mirror, his beautiful eyes glistening with tears before he closed them and turned to crush his lips against mine, intertwining our tongues in a surge of emotion.

"Mmm... Mmm... Ohhh..."

The sounds of our moans echoed, even with our lips still connected. Blue trembled, his legs shaking as they stretched out across the bed, warm love juice spraying up onto his smooth abdomen.

I frowned, feeling a painful tightness in my lower body, especially when he squeezed his buttocks against my dick; it made me crave to do more than what we were currently doing.

I loved his body-his face, his scent, and the soft touches I got from his skin.

It was no surprise how easily he could be stimulated like this.

The back of his neck was sweaty; I kissed him hard there before enveloping him in a tight hug, holding him close to my chest to prevent him from escaping. I reached for a tissue on the nightstand and cleaned him.
"Blue, do you know what I taught you today?"

Blue gasped for breath, momentarily stunned as he tried to adjust, before squirming until I loosened my arms slightly.

"Um... my mouth... and my hands," he mumbled shyly, trying to grab the tissue to clean himself.

"If I ask you to hand in your homework again, will you run away?" I rested my chin on his soft hair, knowing how embarrassed his silence meant. Once he'd finished cleaning himself, I let him go to throw the tissue in the bin in the corner of the room.

I smiled slightly at the way he shyly pulled up his pants. I couldn't understand why he was so embarrassed; we'd already seen and touched each other.

"Wanna cuddle?" I raised an eyebrow.

Many people like to cuddle after that kind of activity. Some just rush off as soon as they're done. I didn't know what Blue preferred, but I guessed he was in the first group.

Blue looked at me hesitantly, but eventually came back to the bed, snuggling back into my open arms. I smiled, pulling the slender body closer before lying down on the bed.
About cuddling, actually, I can do it either way. Mostly, I prefer embracing the other person.

Right now, cuddling doesn't bother me at all; it's more of a bonus.

With a face like that, and a body like that...

Who wouldn't want to cuddle him?

..

..

Blue's pov:

It felt amazing.

And even more embarrassing than when I did it with P'Phim. When I finished with P'Phim, he'd just smile and go out to the balcony to smoke. He never cuddled afterwards like this.

If he treats everyone this well, I'm not surprised at all why everyone is so crazy about Anwar.

Even now, my heart is still racing wildly.
I stared at Anwar. It was pitch black under the blankets, making it impossible to see clearly what his expression was like or what his eyes looked like. My hand groped around until it found his well-defined face, tracing it slowly, as if trying to get to know him, before I leaned in and softly kissed his warm lips.

Anwar let me do as I pleased, but tightened his hug and used his other hand to stroke my back, pausing at the nape of my neck.
It was so good.

I opened my mouth, allowing him to playfully tease me with his tongue, our slow, deep kiss deepening. I tried my best to express my gratitude for his touch, for all the care he showed me.

Anwar rolled over on top of me, our lips still entwined. The light from the window was gone, leaving only the darkness of the room and a blurry image that gradually came into focus as my eyes adjusted.

Doing this without expecting a relationship was so new, I still couldn't quite process it. But it was so good, it was heartbreaking.

Because there were no expectations, there was no disappointment or bad feelings at all. It's like my mind wasn't thinking about anything else, only focused on the kiss, on the sensations Anwar was creating.

Is this right...? I'm not sure. I don't know if I'll feel bad about it later...but if it feels good now, I guess I can leave the future to the future.

When the lights went out, my courage surged.

I gently bit Anwar's lower lip, then leaned in and breathed softly into his ear, just like he did to me, and I learned how good it felt.

Let's leave it to the future, really.

Right now, just a regular guy like me getting to hold someone like Anwar... that alone is
probably more than enough.

"If I return my assignment and it's well done," I whispered, gathering my courage, teasingly nibbling his soft earlobe. "Will I get a reward?"